current tv addictions

i've been watching many shows online recently:

Gossip Girl Season 2
Heroes Season 3
Desperate Housewives Season 5
Greek Season 2
90210 Season 1
Grey's Anatomy Season 5
Ugly Betty Season 3

And I recently finished:
Veronica Mars Season 1 to 3
The Secret Life of The American Teenager

Anyways.
I fell sick last night.
With sore throat and flu and cough and head ache.
And my throat hurt so much today.
I had to cancel on Sly.
And didn't get to go for badminton.

Thanks people for your concern XD

happy birthday han dengdeng!

happy 19th birthday jared han yeong deng!

you've been a great buddy and brother-in-christ to me.
no doubt, you are one of the people who have impacted and influenced my life the most.
it has been such a joy growing with you.
from the combining of care groups, to the forming of the core team, to leading and growing NEA2 together, to tuition and through O levels and now facing this big giant called RP, it has just been a joy.
thanks for caring for me and for being such a great friend. And for always disturbing me and irritating me, thanks for everything dengky! 2 more years in RP, we're going to get through this together. Till the end Deng!

reality check

reality.
facing it is hard.
but it's something you have got to live with.

truth is, I have been feeling super down for the past 2 or 3 weeks already.
but I find that there is no point dwelling in my sadness.
it's like, I can choose to dwell, or I can choose to be optimistic.
but sometimes, you just have to face it.
cause, you can't run away from it, not for long that is.

I want to face up to reality, but I don't know how.

4bia

is a freaking scary movie!
omgzzzz. hahas.
definitely not for the weak hearted.

anyways, happy 18th Pei Rong!
yups. class was quite fun today.
cause the problem was easy,
and my team was all girls.

den, labin is going to bring kueh for us on monday! hahas.
so come on monday kays!!!

wheee.. teenage icon tomorrow!
go n support sly, farhan, sya and iqmal and wear red tomorrow!!! wheee!

Crease.......

Started off with microecons today in Enterprise.
It was really very interesting and I am starting to enjoy Enterprise.
And our faci turned out to be very niceeee.

Learnt this from tucky and shared it with shivv and labin.
Faci: So is it increase or decrease?
Us: (obviously we don't know the answer) CREASE...........................

Watched 4bia in class today.
Part 1 and Part 2.
I was damn scared and was hiding behind my jacket the whole time and Jane and Labin were sitting next to me. hahahas.

So, I randomnly asked my teammates what they were going to do on tuesday. Since we RP students have the day off.

Shivv: maybe going to the bank.
Michelle: going cycling.
Labin: staying home to make kueh!
HAHAHAHAHAS!!! So cute right. Labin never fails to make me laugh.

Awaiting the day offs!
And after that, UTs will start =(

So long for now.

peanut butter MnMs

hahahs. i love peanut butter MnMs!!!
had them for breakfast today along with Big M strawberry milk and it kind of lasted me the whole day.

alrights.
so school. relief faci for jacq. was not use to him and break with nat.
and today's problem was tough okays. but i managed to pull through.
was irritating people during break 2 as i was not feeling very hungry.
oh! and i watched heroes season 3 episode 1!!! ahhhhs!! awesomeness!

hmms.
left school with dengzzzzzzz and bussed home
talked to kiddo when i got home and tt kiddo ar, kena bashed! haiz. hahahas.
but, i really miss him and all of w25k.
but im feeling quite at home with w45L.
cycling next tues and i can't wait for after hari raya cause den i can lunch with gummy!
loves!

my guardian angel :)

the song I listen to when I am feeling down is My Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Mommy sent a short email to us. And I teared. I remembered her saying once that she believes in guardian angels. I believe in them too. And my mommy is my guardian angel. Mommy, even though you probably won't read this, I just want to tell you that I believe in guardian angels too and that guardian angel is you.

I love you mommy. No words can express how much I do.

And because of some happenings recently, I have been really down and really exhausted. And it has affected my mood quite a lot. And today it kind of got to me. And I am sorry team for becoming so emotional of a sudden. I was quite pissed but then you guys cheered me up again. So sorry. And thanks sayang and jazreel for being there.

But today's lesson was enjoyable. And stayed back to watch stupid videos.
Really looking forward to the 2 day holiday next week.

And Ika just signed off. I miss her so much. Can't wait for after Hari Raya. Den we can have lunch together again! yays! love you babes!

i've been crying myself to sleep for the past few nights.
sometimes i care too much about others that i neglect myself.

random nonsense

labin says im an asshole.
and den he says that nat is a bigger asshole.
but i strongly believe tt he's a bigger asshole den me and nat put together.
(asshole= irritant)

some random conversations between me and labin:

Scenario 1: Labin was so happy after finding his PSP while spring cleaning and michelle borrows it.
mich: labin, can I bring your psp home?
labin: i just found it and now you want to bring it home?
mich: *silence*

Scenario 2: Mich and Labin were talking about hamsters.
labin: do you know, I threw a hamster out of the window once.
mich: wth? why!!
labin: because it was irritating me and it bit my ear.
mich: but still, why?
labin: i was still young. you know, small and cute labin doesn't know what he is doing...

this guy, never fails to crack me up with his randomness. hahas.

you are my sunshine

credits to darryl for the picture.
went to adjust the brightness and contrast.

totally enjoying my classmates. they make such boring lessons enjoyable.
break 1 was with nat. that crazy spastic girl.
and lunch with lynn and co.
and simon was there! yays!
im feeling so tired now..
yawns.
and i'm home early!!!
but too bad didn't get to meet up with rainer.
timing clash.
oh wells.

anyways.. go and support HereGoesNothing! at the teenage icon semi finals this sat at the hereen!

old maid

well, my title. hahas.

school was alright today, the non-work part.
and Labin was entertaining me and laughing with me the whole day.
yays!

Laughed a lot luhs.
Lunched with deng and qians. Those runaways!

looking forward to tomorrow!
dating ikagummy! yay!

happy belated birthday wongyeshen!

yup. yesterday was wongyeshen's sweet 16.
and it happened to fall on 中秋节。(Mid-Autumn Festival)
thank you wongyeshen for being such a great friend.
many many fond memories with you.
especially when you were up at 1 or 2am teaching me digestion for my O levels.
you have no idea how much I appreciate you and treasure you as a friend and a fellow brother in christ.
jiayou for your O levels. It's the last lap and I have as much faith in you as I have in God.
Let's continue running this race together brother, and we'll see each other at the end.
TO THE END!

anyways, about today.
I apologize firstly to weili. Cause I injured his face by accidentally slamming the door in his face. I feel so horrible. SORRY WEILI VERY VERY MUCH!!! 我不是故意的。

much laughter today.
and shivv, please take care and get well soon.

dinner was with the SLC mates at chomps.
followed by dessert.
much laughter again.

anyways, preparing for tomorrow, another day of school again. bye!

thunder

let's see.
I don't like woody woodpecker.
think the class will know what I'm talking about.
my God.

but overall, class was alright today lahs.
the no work part.
and shivv was entertaining me and vice versa.
we have to stock up on DABAOs!

hahas.
chilled with gummy after school and den took a bus home and slept.
haiz.

sorry sayang for always throwing my mood swings on you.

my new friends

valencia, shivv and me.
my new classmates and source of entertainment

hafiz sayang didn't come school today.
bleaghs.

Mr. Funny

Title inspired by Weili's shirt. heeheehee.
Anyways, I apologize to weili for jacking him during presentation! HAHAHAHAS!
sorry luhs weili.

My class is getting along well.
But sometimes the atmosphere is very tense.
Guess we're still getting to know people.

Shivv has been harassing me with her HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA moving emoticon.

anyways, i was feeling very sian-ed and moody this morning.
sorry if i hace offended anyone.
thanks hafiz for cheering me up.
met up with syaf, ikagummy and hafiz sayang during break 2.
celebrated zhimei's bday before tt.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIMEI!!! wheeee!!

yupyupyup.
tt's all for now.
i'm missing all my facis... and W25K of course.

ciao!

RESPECT

I was so turned off by a certain someone today.
It's no use apologizing when all you're going to do is repeat the same thing again and again.
Women need respect too.
My gosh..
Keep your male "thoughts" to yourself please.
Ever heard of being a gentleman?
And, can you talk less? I would appreciate that a lot.

Met up with ika, hafiz and syaf today!
whee!
okaes, I think I'm PMSing or something. I'm super cranky and tired.
Well, I shall go to bed soon.

how's life?

i dunno what to put as my title post.

well, i'm really glad that I have really fun classmates this semester.
and I ain't going to compare to my previous class cause everyone is different.

And to my W25K classmates:
I know that nobody likes changes.
And that we all miss each other like crazy.
But you know, we should dwell in the past but instead look forward to the future and wait for what it has in store for us. It's not the class that makes us so close, it's the friendship that we have that will last. And I love and miss every single one of you.

But at a certain point in time, we have to learn to move on.
I'm not saying that I have moved on yet, but i'm slowly adapting to this new environment.
and I say this one more time: It's really not about the environment or location, but it's really about the friendships formed.

I know that our friendship will last.
And once again, I love every one of you!

And Ika, Syaf and Hafiz: I miss you guys dearly.

it's all about choices

*Christian Post Ahead*
Now's the emo generation.
Why is it called the emo generation?
Cause peoples' hearts are shattered.

I CHOOSE TO BE PART OF THE GOD GENERATION!
and nothing YOU say or YOU do will stop me or bring me down.
IN YOUR FACE!!!!

new sem, new class, new faces

well.. first day of sem 2. and it's a wednesday.
couldn't sleep last night.

daddy fetched me and sly to school today.
me, sly and farhan slacked in the canteen and farhan was so blur and funny.

well, my class is not bad. few jokers here and there.
cognitive faci is cool.
but i still miss the people of w25k.
and have not seen ika today =(

oh wells.

im growing shorter

I happened to bump into wongyeshen and guozhang at the bus stop today.
And then I was standing in between them. Like, the towers in KL and i'm the bridge.
And then, they were like arguing who's phone is better and stuff and they are like, so tall and I felt like they were buzzing above me. Like, they have forgotten my existence cause im shorter than them! hahahas.

those 2 ar...

well, shit happens

I survived my whole day Saturday on 2 hours of sleep.
And thank God, I was not cranky at all despite having CG Prayer Meet followed by Service. And it was seriously a long day. Got to thank God for giving me strength to last the whole day.

Bus ride home was like.. erghs..
The bus was like so crowded cause if the IT fair.
Well, stuff happened and I felt like really helpless and kind of, shitty?
And I started to tear and stuff. But was able to control.
But then, I was reminded of what Ps Jasmine said, that if we do not know what to do, we should just pray. And that's exactly what I did.

But my mom called me when I was on 265 and she was like, nagging and lecturing and I was so exhausted and I started to feel so down again. So I got home, I bathed (for some reason, I felt so sticky the whole day...) And then, I talked to Rainer.

And I was so angry at myself for always being too nice and for being so vulnerable. And even when I don't feel like helping people, I still do. And I was reminded that, it is what makes me, me. And he said the important thing was that I tried and that God made me this way and I should find joy in helping people. And the next thing I said to him was: I want prata.

But that's not the point.

So anyways, really thanks a lot Rainer Chiam Ming Yang. You are seriously the best.

And now, I am having a splitting headache. Off to bed now!