had lessons from 2 to 530. was so happy i didn't make any plans for after that. i was practically dead when it ended. went to get my eyes checked: left- 125, right- 50.

school again tomorrow. and i'll be late for frenzy =( oh wells.

cudden wake up for class!!! was toooo tired.
woke up at 1 when keith messaged me. we were supposed to study but i was TOOO tired so i came home. went to the VCD shop before that to look for something but i cuddeny find them =((

came home and slept! too tired lahs...

okaes. im sick. sneezing and coughing and all. pooey!

i was so dreading today la. as in the later part. nvm, shall not talk about it.
went to have lunch with my mom and sister before going to meet rachel.
met her at plaza sing and we went to buy flowers!! heees.
then walked to YMCA to witness water baptism. enjoyed myself. andtook alot of pics.
went to paradiz centre to eat den to parklane to see guitars. the guy at one of the shops very nice. i bought 2 picks.

left to meet my family for dinner. and let's not talk about that.
anyways.. today deng's mom was at the water bapt. and she knows my mom. then i told my mom that she was there. and this was our conversation.

mom: yea. i know. i sent her there to spy on you to check out why you're so busy everyday.
me: really?! (i believed ok?)
mom: *nags nags nag abt me always going out and she dussen know what i'm doing.
sis: mich, why you so stupid? cant you tell that mommy's lying?
me: wah lao!!

then i messaged yeong deng and he went HAHA! im so naive. hahas.
oh wells, got lessons tomorrow. hotcakes in the morning with meinu? maybe. hees.
and thank loadds kar for listening!!

james took out his brain. he became dumb.
he gave me his brain and i became smart!!!!!!
he was getting too dumb so i gave him back his brain.
but he was still dumb!! hahas

okok. so lame la!!!
my shepherd has cute sheeps!!!!

i realised that recently i've developed a bad habit.
if i wanna prevent myself from crying, i will bite my lower lips or my fingers. but gently lahs. omg. hahas.

slept at 530, again. woke up at 11, again. hahahas.
wanted to go back to sleep but PETE TONG called me. Got my dad to send me to S11. Didn't study much and pete caught me stoning. left halfway during believers' gathering to fetch rachel lim and janice. yepps. then they left early and was feeling quite sick after sending them off. I think i almost fainted during worship but i prayed and God regained my strength XDD

but after that i got a stomach ache and was feeling moody and all since after service. Went to Le Meridian to do admin stuff den to info counter to find yong kang after that went to lan shop with seepeng and keith. den clarence, keith and see peng followed me to s11 to eat. and den went back to the shop to find BRYAN!!! YAY!!! but after that, something happened la. and i didn't want to talk to anybody or let anyone see me crying, so i left. den my bestie called me and we talked and he's the only one who knws how i feel right now. Well, if this is God's plan, then i will follow. But how i wish there was someway i could prevent it from happening =(

Water bapt tomorrow!! heees. anyone know where to find a purple apple?

seeing the thing that happen to me today, it was so hard to control my tears. but thank You God for helping me to be strong. I know it's hard, but for her, i'm gonna do it.

today's prayer meet, i was so glad i went.
Epehsians 4:20. That verse touched me so much. For quite some time, I've been wanting to do so much more for God, but i kept letting discouragement bring me down. I felt that people were being very unfair to me and not sensitive to my feelings. To a point that i felt that i cudden do much. I almost gave up. I felt useless. But awhile after that, these 2 words have been popping into my mind, DREAM BIG. After the major discouragements which completely brought me down, people have been telling me personally to DREAM BIG. DREAM BIG for Him. I have 2 BIG short-term DREAMS. I think only less than 5 people know abt them. But I'm gonna let God do His work.

I know I can do it, cause in Him, nothing is impossible. No one said it was gonna be easy, but with God's guidance, strength and comfort, and know I can do it!!! I have faith in God that He's gonna bring me through.

to end off this post, just wanna thank Kar Chian and Keith for their constan encouragement and care and concern which has touched me XDD thanks loadds you guys XDD

wheees. i just woke up. heees.
slept at 530 am. and when i was just abt to close my eyes, someone messaged me. nd i was thinking, which crazed idiot will sms me at 530 am in the morning? in the end it was keith!! hahas. we slept arnd the same time.

used my time wisely yesterday. soend abt 4 hours studying AMATHS. den at night was reading DEATH NOTE!!! wahahas. soo cool la!!

wells, im off to go and play piano now XDD

so little time, so much to do.

i've got 2 months before my AMATHS qualifying exams which is very important to me cause if i fail, i would have to drop the subject. and there's goes my chances of getting into JC cause i need to pass at least 6 subjects and my chinese or FnN is a most definitely fail.

2 months minus all my ministry, student leaders camp, church camp etc etc.. i probably only have one month. and for the first 2 weeks of holidays i have to go back to school everyday for AMATHS lessons!!

i really wanna pass with good marks this time!!!

rahhhhs... really gotta plan my time well then.

my shepherd mde me cry cause what she said touched me alot.. I LOVE YOU SHEPHERD!!!!

I really wish i had gone school earlier or later.
It hurt me to see someone drifting so far away from You because of such redundant things. those kind of things don't last forever, but God, only You last forever. And only You love us wholeheartedly.

well, school was quite boring today. But things brightened towards the en of the day when Linhui showed up with her mom. SHE'S PROMOTING!!!! (but has to take re-exams first) and joel too!! yes!! can you feel my happiness? heeeees. i love linhui luhs!!!

after school went to have lunch then watched death note. L is so cute la!!! hahahas. loved the movie alot. Walked around while then came home.

Im really getting more and more tired each day. I'm so drained. why won't he/she listen and just let me go?

HEES. LEE JUN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!!

had to reformat my com again because some stupid virus attacked my desktop. oh wells, nvm.
gotta take AMATHS mastery test so will be like banging hard on my amths during holidays. because of this, my mom wanted me to come home straight after school. but my class position was 12/40. that's how bad my class did. oh wells.

didn't really regret going to school today. hads tons of fun. walked up to class with tucky den we started crapping with the others and played uno and murderer. poor jenalyn. lent her my ipod cause jon , vic and tucky were singing to her. hahas. i was fine until meiyi came to talk to me abt some stuff and i teared. but didn't let anyone see. im glad 2 ppl knoe abt wad's gg on and it makes life so much easier too. when mr lee and i were talking abt it, i also almost cried but thank God for giving me self control.

oh wells.. shall go and take a nap now. will start mugging for my amaths like tomorrow or something. ciao!

oh yay!! i finally went out with my GIRLFRIEND <3 today!!!! *happiness*!!!!
went to visit my ah ma den went to meet the rest at amk mrt. since most of them wanted to go ECP, me and kar were left alone to go city hall where we walked until we almost died. all because of keith la!! omg!! every shop we went i was like looking for a place to sit!! and i still cant find the pokemon toy!!!! *CRIES LOUDLY*

anyways.. after talking to kar kar today, i felt so much better. cause i let all of my burden and anger out... anger in a nice way la. hahas. thanks alot kar kar!!

i dunnno what to say.
day started off by going to family court.
i cried la when they rejected!!! sorry, i'm a compassionate person.
so i guess my day started off bad?

rushed down for shirley's lesson!! i was late la!! den while crossing the road, pete gave me a scare. then like sat with him during the lesson and my pen dropped!!! ok.. i dropped 2 pens and deng said it was very me. oh.. they played mighty to save!!! i love it la!!! sermon was definitely touching and i believed it touched the non-believers, who eventually became new believers!!! gideon met us awhile den went to have lucnh, but i was doing admin stuff. thanks stephen for guiding me and giving me advice!

so ate and slacked and stuff. den was sitting at the steps of cuppage level one and crapping. hahas. so fun!!!! walked alot then finally settled down at PS macs and talked and slacked and stuff. trained home and my dad picked me up from the mrt station.

i feel so blessed to have an open relationship with my family.

im super sad now. i dunno why im always the last one to know everything. im so so upset today. but God will be my source of comfort XD

got alot of pics so i'll compile and post them tomorrow!!
after PM, we went to meet lee jun to celebrate his birthday XD
den slacked around at an unknown place and sang, took pics, crapped and loadds of stuff.
hees. service tomorrow!!!

*what i really need now, is an 853 bus ride. but, i guess i'll never get it.

best friend, although we're not close anymore. i'm still here for you. waiting to talk to you XDD

**i cudden find the pokemon toy!! i walked the whole PLAZA SING and cudden find even one!! i die die must find!!!

got alot of pics so i'll compile and post them tomorrow!!
after PM, we went to meet lee jun to celebrate his birthday XD
den slacked around at an unknown place and sang, took pics, crapped and loadds of stuff.
hees. service tomorrow!!!

*what i really need now, is an 853 bus ride. but, i guess i'll never get it.

best friend, although we're not close anymore. i'm still here for you. waiting to talk to you XDD

slacked day!
didn't go school and zhicai scolded me!!! =( hahas.
met heidi, jocelyn and yong kang for lunch and we slacked for a long long time then i went to buy mr bean tauhwey den came home and slept.

woke up and went to meet jared for dinner!! i love you la jared!! on the way home meat sean chew and we walked back together. damn, the PSI is reaching hundred soon! i wanna go sentosa can?!!!!! james kang wants to be baptised as MICHELLE!!! hahas. lol. wadever la.

take my dear GIRLFRIEND <3

God.. i pray that you will help this dear friend of mine fet through this touch period. although his heart is already hardened, i know tt deep down inside he still loves You, and acknowledges You. Hearing what happened to him, i almost cried. I'm so burdened for him. God, make a way and guide Him and let him see Your light again.

oh pooey... kang rui is sick!!!!! take care la kang rui!

wheee.. i slept at 5am. woke up at 10. met deng and yining at 11. went to j8 at 12. ate and slacked until 230 then headed off to liyen's hse for CG. CG today, although short, was a blast la!!!!!!! teaching was fun.. cause we read this verse PSALMS 119:103, and the conversation after that goes like this:

deng: what can be sweeter then honey?
me and yining: me!
everybody: =.="'
jon quek: sweeter honey....
everbody: =.="' =.="'

hahahas. walked back to j8 after that and slacked at macs. the manager was very cute la. after that, me and keithy left to amk cause he wanted to make contacts. then deng and heidi came to find us. the ppl at the shop were very nice and patient. went to AMK MACS, which i under renovation, to eat fries and drink water. saw scott. and the manager at macs recognizes me! hahas.

walked around and saw gideon then im home now!!! yay!! and im like so stupid cann... i typed a message to a dear friend who i have not met in almost a year... and he never replied, then i was very sad.. but only today then i realised i didn't send the message!!! hahas. so i sent it to him in the afternoon.
and we're chatting now!!! dear friend!!! i miss you loadds la!! after your exams we must must must meet up XDD

oh.. and i totally love my CG!

stupid haze is giving me really bad headaches.
didn't go school and mr ang called to see i i had the symptoms of the stomach disease. but i didn't. woke up at about 1 then jared (who ponned as well) came over and we had KFC delivery and slacked and watched tv. then he left and i took a nap. woke up and left the house to celebrate my sister's dinner. jing mei came along. ate until i was very very full!!! well, just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my sister.

oh yay! i passed my chinese!!!!! definitely God's grace. i passed my humanities and those i failed i didn't fail too badly (except FnN)!!! my only prayer now is that not too many people will retain. i'll probably be super sad la!!! spent the day messaging seepeng, kar and keith!

spent the day in school gettin back results, playing uno and sleeping. definitely enjoyed school today. took pics with rach and shuwen.

headed to meet rach with yining at j8. the haze was super horrible la! ZAP THE HAZE AWAY!!! had macs and we talked alot! i enjoy spending time with them. my sister dropped by too. so ate and then walked around awhile and we headed to RC to stone. i left at about 530 cause i was feeling so tired and down. and den yining sent me a message that got me crying. it's like... very few people remember the dreams i have for God, and she was one of them who remembered. thanks loadds girl! you have my support!

yay! not plannign to go school tomorrow. heees XD

i feel so.... enlightened.
my dear friend, close buddy. thanks for enlightening me. i so so appreciate it alot. you have talked sense into me and gave me great advice. your my God sent. wahahahas. thanks for all your care and concern! thanks for speaking into my life and helping me get through this draining and tough period XD but the more you talked, the more i teared. cause alot of things you said were true, but most imptly, i was touched. really thanks alot! we're gonna do great things for HIM and HIS people XDDD

well.. im so much happier now. (although hungry) but really wanna thanks loadds of ppl for making my day or engouraging me. thanks loadds. to dawn, seaweed, seepeng, kar, des, keith and deng!! XDDDD

i love my family of God.

happy 15th birthday my dearest shuwen!!

day started well. mom cooked breakfast den my family sat around just joking and stuff. headed to meet the people at amk mrt and then we went to causeway to have lunch and played arcade!! i was really really tired today. hahas. dad came to pick me up and went to meet my mom and sis at plaza sing for dinner. so yihui, freedy, weilun and 2 unknowns. and i stupidly thought they were studying! hahas. so ate and den came home! school tomorrow. sian!

last night wussen discouragment, it was disappointment.
today was discouragement.

i really wished i didn't have to hear what was going on. i didn't wanna hear anymore, just in case i broke into tears, so i just said: can we walk in front.
well, i guess there's nthing i can do abt it. i have no say.
i wrk so hard, yet nthing.

oh wells, today was quite bad for me la.
had holy comm in the morning and i was super sleepy.
then went to find AQUILA who accompanied me down to s11. XD
had CG lunch and den went for service. praise was super rocking today la!!! i loved it!!!
jasmine preached a good and powerful sermon and one part of the altar call was for me. i think only kor kor will knw la.

lunched and i was very..... dunno how to say la. just didn't feel like talking much. went for meeting and i was very very very tired. went to eat with kar, gyoza, leonard and weiloong and i home now. rahhs.. i really dunno what to do now.

I'll sing Your praises forever

Deeper in love with You

Here in Your courts where I'm close to Your throne

I've found where i belong.

I belong to God and there's nowhere else i rather be then in His presence.

WHEES!!! ENJOYED TODAY!
woke up and went to meet des, tiffany, yining and guozhang to watch movie. and and and i saw my beloved ANGIE CHEN JIE YIN!!! i miss her loadds la. and i love her loadds too laa.
watched the ballad of ricky bobby!! it was so hilarious la!! hahas. went to rc for PM den had dinner and my shepherd joined us for dinner!! went to bus some stuff den headed to punggol park with northeast to play!!! has lots of fun taking pictures and stuff!!! den bussed home and has alot to think abt.

well.. gotta prepare stuff for tomorrow.

--my dearest. i miss you alot. i miss hanging out with you. i miss going out with you. i miss getting high with you. i miss having someone to cry to. i miss our long 2 hour plus talks. i miss talking to you about God's greatness. i miss having you come my house. i just miss you. my dearest, do you know that you left me hanging? and you left, just like that, without notice. my dearest, do come back.. or at least.. give me a call? please.. you're like a sister to me. you're actually more than a sister, a friend, a buddy, you're just someone so precious to me. i love you my dearest, i really do.

i handed in my coursework! yay! finally!! thanks loadds my lovely linhui XD

cabbed down to NORTHPOINT to meet heidi and jocelyn and we ate.. swensens. spent abt $20 there. walked around NORTHPOINT and then left for bugis to meet deng. walked around bugis street and den the 2 girls left and kith came and the 2 guys dragged me around bugis street for 2 hours. finally, they decided they were hungry so we went to BUGIS JUNCTION to eat at KFC and surprisingly, we saw quek quek and brad pete! hahas. so we ate and stuff den took bus home and crapped on the way to the bus stop!

was super tired on the bus. hahahas.
yay!

-- it's time to end. it's time to move on. a relationship i've been trying to mend, it's finally time to end it. there's no use going on. i guess, it's the end of a once beautiful friendship.

thanks brother for last night.
thank You God for speaking to me through him.
it was divine.

i love this family of God.

YAY!!! EXAMS ARE LIKE FINALLY OVER!!!! HAHAHAHHAS.

woke up at 630 and went to AMK MACS to meet linhui for breakfast from 7 to 930. we really focused ok. and we were starving but we decided to wait for stanley to come to eat breakfast but he pangsehed us. hahas

den alot of sec 4s came and that stupid daryl neao came to irritate us. and me and linhui got pissed because of something la. while walking to bus stop, got bird shit fell in the middle of us.. we were so near to getting hit. hahas. she is so cute can? telling me her story and telling me that she cried over it. hahas.

went to school and took exam which was totally screwed. had CG after that. left with aaron, keith and YK, den went with keith to AMK central and shopped. den to j8 were the rest came to meet us and we walked around. then we saw guozhang and had dinner. after dinner i went to TPY to meet jared whom i have not seen in such along time. slacked arnd awhile den i took bus home!

gotta burn midnight oil for FnN coursework!

It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista, CA. He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to "explain God." I wonder if any of us could have done as well.

EXPLANATION OF GOD

"One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers."

"God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because he hears everything, there must be a terrible lot of noise in his ears, unless he has thought of a way to turn it off."

"God sees everything and hears everything and is everywhere which keeps Him pretty busy. So you shouldn't go wasting his time by going over your mom and dad's head asking for something they said you couldn't have."

"Atheists are people who don't believe in God. I don't think there are any in Chula Vista. At least there aren't any who come to our church."

"Jesus is God's Son. He used to do all the hard work, like walking on water and performing miracles and trying to teach the people who didn't want to learn about God. They finally got tired of him preaching to them and they crucified him But he was good and kind, like his father, and he told his father that they didn't know what they were doing and to forgive them and God said O.K."

"His dad (God) appreciated everything that he had done and all his hard work on earth so he told him he didn't have to go out on the road anymore. He could stay in heaven. So he did. And now he helps his dad out by listening to prayers and seeing things which are important for God to take care of and which ones he can take care of himself without having to bother God. Like a secretary, only more important."
"You can pray anytime you want and they are sure to help you because they got it worked out so one of them is on duty all the time."

"You should always go to church on Sunday because it makes God happy, and if there's anybody you want to make happy, it's God!

Don't skip church to do something you think will be more fun like going to the beach. This is wrong. And besides the sun doesn't come out at the beach until noon anyway."

"If you don't believe in God, besides being an atheist, you will be very lonely, because your parents can't go everywhere with you, like to camp, but God can. It is good to know He's around you when you're scared, in the dark or when you can't swim and you get thrown into real deep water by big kids."

"But...you shouldn't just always think of what God can do for you. I figure God put me here and he can take me back anytime he pleases.
And...that's why I believe in God."

I am persuaded that neither death nor life shall be able to separate us from the love of GOD. --Romans 8:38

recieved this in an email from my bundle of joy, heidi! hahas
i'm really super proud of her and i'm super happy to see her growing! I LOVE YOU SHEEPIE!

was really upset last night cause of what someone said to me 2 days in a row. i was pissed and i felt so useless. but then i seeked God and He gave me peace and comfort.

well.. exams are ending tomorrow and there's one thing i will miss: meeting up with the usual crazy, kuku ppl like des, tiffany, guozhang, seepeng.... etc. etc. will miss the fellowship and over this exams period is when i got closer to my classmates as well! really wanna take this chance to get to know them better.

yes!!!! just one more papers!! wahahas.
amaths was easier then i expected. during the break, me and linhui and wanxin were talking and i love my classmates! before paper i was messaging kang kang and telling him how panicked i was. but i thik i did quite ok. went to 497 to find nicholas to pass him physics text. hye got 13 for his L1R5 and den bonus 2 cause of CCA. he might be gg SA. cool lehs!!!!

went to macs after tt then YK and deng came. den seepeng came and i studied while she read a really cool book. den the rest came and i studied and slacked. okaes.. gotta study for FnN now.

tomorrow meeting the lovely linhui early in the morning for breakfast and to study.
den CG after school. *surprise* hahahas.
thursday steamboat with northeasters.
friday KBOX with hoppies and lantern festival with ZION! yayness!!

*cries* i just hit my forehead against the edge of my table while bending down to pick up my pen.

exams are gg to be over in 2 days! yay! today was maths paper 2 and chem. maths was quite easy and fun! hahas. then chem was... okok la. and and and.. my shepherd today so kuku can? hahas. after school went to find gyoza to study. and then the rest came but iw as quite slack and very crazy today. was very happy when my GIRLFRIEND came!!! but seepeng didn't come. but des came! hahas. and keith came to find us to eat!! haahas. yayness!!

so slacked and all then had dinner and went off!!! yay! amaths and physics tomorrow.
james kang shall give me free tuition next year and if i do well he's gna treat me swensens! hahahahahhahas. yay kang kang!!

whee. new skin. done within 45 mins XD heeees.

just got back from studying. had lodds of laughs today because of zijie and guozhang. i was abt to leave when my BOYFRIEND came. hahahahas.
timothy and tingfong were there with mr hiew as well.

anyways, i prayed for the haze to be zapped away and it was really zapped away! hahas. whatever. tuition soon!

MUFFIN.

my mom stayed up and waited for me to come home again, just in case i had asthma attack from the haze. i so love my mom can? hahas

and im so sorry to guo zhang. cause i told to meet at 10 but i woke up at 945. SORRY GYOZA!!! and james kang like woke up at 730 and messaged me =.=

loved the whole of today's service!! and scott came!! hahahas. lunched as usual and then rushed down to RC for SOS meeting. was really sleepy and stuff and was dying from the haze. left with seepeng and keith to AMK macs to meet scott to study. and i was too tired so was really crappy all the way. heees.

will elaborate more tomorrow la.

i got eyebags. everyone is commenting about them. oh eyebags!!! go away!
maths and geog were quite ok XD went to find guozhang and leonard to eat lunch and today was a crappy day. so funny la the 2 of them!! came home to bathe and den went out again. to RC to find yushan! been a long time since i spent time alone with her. Had PM and then stayed at Rc to clean up and help ruiying with project SOS stuff. went to meet the rest at macs and had really alot of laughs with yushan and marcus. those evil scheming people! we were like really really lame just now! countdown, 2 weeks to project john little! it's gonna be so fun! wahahahahahas.

pete dussen trust me... now when i say: Pete, come here.. he will say: serious?
so crap la!!! heees. me and guozhang were laughing vry ludly at macs cause of some.. ahem.. videos!! hahas. so overall, enjoyed my day.

shall sleep early tonight!

chinese. im ready to take CLB. one look at the chinese words, and i feel like sleeping.
went to study again after school with the usual gang. ate and then i cudden eat alot of things cause im sick and everybody will scold me if i tried. but i really thank God for them as this shows that they love me XD

studed until library started to close. bussed home and today saw like half of my class guys gg to AMK LIBRARY to study. this shows that we are working our butts off for the EOYs.

God, i want to cry.

OH MY GOSH!! TIMOTHY CHOW ZHEN JIE IS SUPER LAME LA!!! HAHAHHAAS.

me: i screwed up my SEQ.
tim: i screwed my SBQ.
me: oh yay! we're in the same boat! let's get ready to sink.
tim: ABANDON SHIP!!!

hahahas. omg! lol.

jonathan scolded me today. cause i ate a piece of fried chicken.

me: *happily eats chicken*
jon: MICHELLE!! you're sick
me: *points to deng* he let me eat one!
jon: DENG!
deng: i dunno!
me: jon! you nvr tell him!

well.. it was funny lahs!

well.. i'm like depressed today.. but ZIONITES made my day!
thanks seepeng for the card! i'm super touched tt u rmb i said tt i aspire to be a _______. hahahas. and thanks GYOZA for all ur kukuness and spasticness. Jon Quek also!

First person i saw in the morning on the bus to school was LEONARD!! so cool seeing hoppies in the morning. but Pete said that leonard must have started his dayy off badly cause he saw me :(
My social studies paper. quite depressing la. but.. well.. it's over. hands were so tired that i cudden even tie the string. hees. went to meet seepeng at the library at 10 am! hahas. and i wa slike, trying my best not to doze off. Left with Gyoza and gang for rix house. Slacked den walked back to school to find nicholas then back to Rix for Cg and rachel fong and lim layling joined us today! yayness! loved CG la.

rushed back to the library to meet seepeng after we abandoned her for 4 hrs. hahas. and when i saw pete coming in, i wanted to do something spastic and HE RUINED MY FUN!! RAHHS!! but oh my gosh!!! i got BRAD PETE'S SIGNATURE!! hahas. so lame la. today i was really focused cause i let my problems out to God after during QT last night. it was well, relaxing. hahas. saw 207 ppls!!! and my first _____. haiz.. got mel and stuff. studied and realised tt Jefferson is a replica of Zhi Cai. Haiz.. hahas. Went to S11 to eat and saw someone, omg.. i just hated the sight of it. had dinner and Guo Zhang was so spastic la! as usual. hahas. Chinese tomorrow!! shall not rly bother abt it and concentrate on my other subjects.

i need.. to talk to someone.
but i thank a very good friend of mine who said that time will heal. and it did. thanks friend!

I studied overnight.
slept at 6 am and well... you guys know the rest of the story. hahas.

watched OPRAH (it's a nice show ok?) and there was a very very touching testimony about this 8 year old kid who was brutally stabbed by his father 8 times and yet, by being sensitive to the voice of God, he survived.

went to meet the every so KUKU anderson guys. hahas. went to the library to study and today there were alot of NORTHEASTERS there. on both first and second levels. well, for some reason i was just restless and cudden study, des and seepeng were like screaming at me! and des dun lemme eat chocolates. jon quek too! hahas. but i know all of them care about me! i really look up to jonathan XD

so studied until about 8+ and went to have dinner. we were just chatting and walked to the bus stop with des and tiff and had a fruitful talk giving each other advice and stuff!

well, really enjoyed the fellowship with everyone today. especially guozhang and seepeng! and i totally love seepeng la!! we're so different yet and we're like alkali and acids, we neutralise each other! hahas.opposites attract XD

well, shall go study for my SS paper tomorrow. after my paper.. will be meeting seepeng at AMK library to mug! will mug from like 10 to 1245. then after that go CG den mug again from like 330 to 830? yay! SUPER MUGGERS!!

I TOTALLY ADORE ZIONITES!!!

after tuition: instead of cleaning my table, i have to clean my bed. See Peng will probably scream if she sees this.

GOD IS MOVING!! everybody say AMEN!
Happened to look through my contact list today and came across Rachel Lim, a sec 2 deyi girl who used to be in our church, but because of parental objection, she stopped coming and i thought she had backslided. her personal message touched me like loadds. i was so happy. And i told her: even though you can't join us for service and CG, i'm glad that ur heat is still with God. then she replied: He's always with me, in fact, He's always with everyone!
and she's gna try her best to come for service this saturday!!! WOOHOO!!!

RACHEL LIM: i will pray for you!!! and pray and read the bible and it will help you in times of trouble. i love you girl!!

another testi: the few weeks before exams i was feeling super stressed and very depressed and stuff. and i prayed to God for peace. then this week, the week of exams, i feel so not stressed and relaxed. moral of the story: find peace in God and He will give you peace XDD

yepps!

See Peng said I'm the messiest person she has ever seen. hahas. case just now while studying, my books were all over the table and i was sitting on a sofa at the library! hahas. if she saw my bed now, she would probably scream! hahas.

just wanted to add something...im feeling very relaxed during this exams period. it's definitely God working in me XD

sadded. i had a fever last night and this morning.
slept without bathing last night cause i thought i would sleep for awhile, den wake up, bathe and study/use comp. but i didn't wake up. too tired. and got like loadds of messages la. cudden wake up this morning. didn't go school.

so... woke up.. at breakfast and called keith.. cause he didn't go school as well.. hees. thought tt he wanted to go study but i both of us were too lazy. slacked at home before leaving the hse to meet the rest to study. big shaun and jefferson joined us today! hahas.

so studied and den left for home.
tuition later!

was super pissed last night la.
i mean.. imagine u spend loadds of time and money on this person cause you care for him/her. and then whenever he/her has problem you will put aside everything you're doing and spend time talking to him/her. and then when you have a problem, that person dussen care.
that's how i felt last night.
i was hurt la.

cudden sleep. only managed to sleep at 5am. was studying from 12 to 5. wanted to meet the GYOZs and see peng at 7 but it would be useless cause i wudden be able to study being so tired. around 10 plus, went to bishan library to meet them. zhicai, lays and yihui were there as well. so studied awhile and then we kept moving from place to place. went to hougang pnt to study and met des and the rest. so studied and talked and for some reason, i was quite cold.

Gyoza came and den we talked and laughed and den i cabbed home.
super tired now. dun think im gg school tmrw