life- things ain't too well for me now. but.. God will make a way XD

i woke up and thought my voice was back. but it was super croaky.
met ZIONITES at S11 too study because starhub closed down!
lays said: i know we all sian of starhub already but it's our place of refuge! hahas.

so studied studied studied den heidi came and i shepherded her.
before she came, pete said that my voice was very very bad and it was almost totally gone.
den i started praying: GOD!!! give me my voice back cause i wanna give my best for shepherding!
then.. i sat down for shepherding, and my voice was still horrible, but a few SECONDS later, it was quite ok for the rest of the shepherding. but after shepherding, it was bad again!
moral of the story: God is faithful all the time! and blesses those who work for the good of Him.

so got caught in the rain twice. onnce on theway to somerset mrt and once on the way to cuppage. picked up heidi's visitor- jiahao!
i think praise and worship was superb. i mean it's like... even if i cant sing, i can still feel God's presence in the place. it's not whether u can sing, or whether the music is perfect, but it's whether you open up your heat and let Him speak to you.

was rather sleepy during sermon, but i managed to stay awake.
oh ya!! deng deng so nice! he bought 3 weeks supply of strepsils for me!!
today's sermon was very relevant to me, or rather, to many of us.

had UA meeting in nexus after that and tiffany and me were kukufied!! hahas. waled with des, tiffany and stephen to meridien and was reminisicining about the past 2 carollings!! cant wait for the next one. so had lunch and stuff.. and my chicken rice.. haiz.. long story. hahas. slacked arnd awhile den headed to thompson plaza to supposedly study, but we zionites ended up sharing stupid TRUE stories! hahas. after tt headed to amk macs to meet jon quek and i did study! but was really very sleepy.. parents came to pick me up and now i'm home! sleepy and all and.. well... mel. hahas.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY PEOPLE!!!!
and... HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MEIYI!!!
-- i'll give u ppl lollipops on monday! hahas. (crap, i promised tim chow already)

i'm coughing now. quite bad. as louis says, lethal cough.
well.. english exam.. i think i screwed up paper one but paper 2 was not bad.
went to eat with rachel's core team after school and we celebrated DENG's birthday.
cabbed down to thompson plaza to get my geog textbook den cabbed to RC to study.
yay! and i talked to keith about alot of things today and i felt so less burdened after talking to him. and to my dearest yining: i really hope u understand why i told you those things today but i do trust you that u wun fall!

studied after PM and PM was like.. WOW! i believe everyone was touched and the what God wants to say to us is very straightforward! sangbday song for sihan and deng and we celebrated GWENYTH'S birthday. it was so kuku la! i was not in the right state of mind today! lol.

hung out with ZIONITES after that and as usual, i enjoyed the fellowship loadds and loadds. everyone said my voice was horrible. well, believing in God for healing! wanna give my best for shepherding and service tomorrow! yay! and im encouraged by marcus! I WANNNA GET A2 FOR AMATHS! yes.. with God, it's possible! hey marcus!! see you at SAJC!! XDDDD

o pooey.. i'm still sick.
headache, flu, sorethroat.
how am i suppsed to take exam tomorrow!
i just promised kang kang that i'll sleep at 1030.

nonetheless, went for CG today and half the time i was stoning, and while i was praying for yining and wenzhen, i didn't really know waht i was saying half the time. hahas.

at amk macs just now, had a nice talk with keith, deng and yining. i love this grp la! hahahas
and i'm no longer discouraged after sharing to them my problems and stuff! yay! i love you guys!

im sick. thanks ar yining. hahahas XDD

wells, i was so so very upset ad discouraged last night. now im even more sad and more discouraged. i just feel like leaving now. i miss my shepherd!!!! x(

rachel was kukufied today in school! school was really.. the whole day was full of test. tomorrow i got geog and chem test. i just wanna sleep right now. im so so tired.

during free period, i called yeong deng to entertain him because he was sick and rachel sang for him! hahahas.

met up with yong kang, keith and keesoon. had lunch with rachel. studied after that! and im home now.

--you never listen to me!

my post was nvr published.

went studying at amk macs today. with kar and james kang! james is a total kukuhead. he tried to eat/drink ice cream with a straw.

so we studied but it wussen so fruitful. saw koonliang, timothy, erica, hengjie, malau and ervin. and some other ppl who i wished i didn't have to see. was glad when they finally left.

my mom called me stupid last night. it was funny. i walked into the kitchen and saw a RED banana. this is the conversation.

me: omg! why is the banana red?
sis: because it's an banapple (banana + apple= banapple)
me: (knwing it was not true) REALLY?! COOOL)
mom(thinking i really believed my sis) to maid: where got people believe that sort of thing? so naive and stupid.

moral of the story: never let ur parents witness ur spasticness XDD heeees.
oh wells, deng and yining are both having fever. pray for them to get well soon!!!

hmms.. i didn't go school again.
firstly it's because i was too tired.
secondly, i wanted to pon so i could do my coursework XD (i really did it!!)
yea.. but halfway while doing my coursework i had reall bad stomach cramps. (the pains of being a woman) hahas.

went to study. first with tiffany and her friend corrine. then deng, seepeng and yining came. after that, james and zijie came. i went to sit with them! they very funny cans? and james kang drew spongebob! so cute! and thanks for the postcard pokemon! left with the 2 of them and took bus to toa payoh then back to ang mo kio. long trip. home now! results show tonight!

wheeees~
om tired but im quite high today.
studied at bishan macs today! with really alot of northeasters and celebrated sunny's birthday!
anyways, i was really really crazy today. and zhicai kept irritating me and seepeng but he made both of us laugh. meiyi didn't join us today =( and tim chow was at the library! hahas. but i didn't see him! oh wells, tired now.. shall go watch singapore idol finals! JONATHAN!

God is forever so faithful.
cause im having really bad stomach aches now. with diarrhea and all. i dun even have musch strength to type this out, but i really want to share God's goodness.

halfway on the bus ride home with the others, my stomach was so painful that i started perspiring. then i just closed my eyes and started praying. i prayed that i will be ok until i could find a toilet. within 30 seconds, my stomach was filling better. when i finally found a toilet, it started hurting again. then after using the toilet, i was ok. then while i was on bus 265, it started hurting again. this time even worse then before. and i prayed again. and once again, i was healed! it wussen until i reached home that it hurt like dunno what. and until now, im still praying for God to heal me! God is so so faithful.

i was really really upset the whole day. i was like.. crying during praise and worship. really cudden help it. but i was really lightened up after service. seriously.. I thank God for my cg and my ever so entertaining shepherd! and the kukufied NEA3 guys too. after most of the ppl left, some for meeting, i stayed back with keith and yining to study. lending keith my ipod for one week XD then the rest came back and we left for PS to eat. was crapping with my fellow core team members who i love oh so much. and talking about the stupid stuff the band did on the past when leejun was still arnd. i will rmb the conversations we had which totally had no link, and the most memorable ultimate stupid thing we did was the night we were trying to book tickets for I NOT STUPID 2. and the stuff tt happened while we were trying to wake SOME people. ohs.. the memories. hahas. i shall post a pic up soon.

took bus back and talked to keith abt wad was troubling me cause he's the only one who knws what's gg on. and keithy: thanks for your encouragment. then i said a few words to yining and tears welled up in my eyes. well, i know im gna get through this. one way or another. i told yining abt what i responded during altar call. and this girl, despite our age difference, she's one person who i can definitely count on to encourage me. thank girl. i love you loadds.

i totally love the core team im in now!! really. i love them all loadds.

oh ya! i totally totally love my mommy too! cause i came home and she wanted to scold me, but when she saw the look i had on my face, she immediately knew something was wrong with my stomach. and while i was bathing, she went down to buy green bean soup for me although it was quite late already. im so touched by her. other than God, there's no person in this world who loves me more than my mom and dad. mommy and daddy, I LOVE YOU!!!

okaes.. long post. anyways.. i miss my buddy =(

oh yay!! thank God for deng mama and zhicai for lightening up my day! hahas
i was studying alone, like so stressed and stuff and DENG DENG came and gave me...OREOS! hahahahas. and zhicai did some very very spastic thing!! yay! i love being in the family of God.

rahhhs. stressed. today was a rushed day for me la. lol.
school was super sian la, fell asleep after chinese lesson.
english i was falling asleep again too.

had english mock test after school. timothy was being gay again. hahahahas. my dad brought the laptop for me. cabbed down after school to potong pasir to meet yushan and the rest. yushan's hands were like-- ICE! hahas. bussed to PM. me and shan alighted 2 stops earlier. and we talked XD i love talking to her la. had PM and i was super tired and even falling asleep during worship, but then, immediately after worship i was so so refreshed. MARCUS was kukufied during praise! LOL! i was supposed to shout something with him, in the end i pangsehed him. lol. left to study at macs. yepps. i really studied ok. then keith went jogging cause he was stressed and i was left.. ALONE! heehees.

den they came back and keith and zhicai went out again. had dinner and then slacked awhile den keith and zhicai, after one hour still haven come back lehs!! so worried for them then wanted to go and look for them but in the end, they came back. so left then waited for the bus for super long la. and weilun.. haiz. LOL! super fun talking to him la. heees. and that St Gab's sunny and zijie. crazy ppl la. the bus finally came and bussed with deng and yining. and im finally home! gonna bathe now! im super super sleepy. will try to have an early night. zhicai said if i dun sleep, he will slap me. LOL.

maybe meeting tim chow after service tomorrow. we;ll be doing a very fun thing... STUDYING! hahahahas.

school was fun today. went to school early and went up to class. den timothy chow came and we were studying for our EMATHS test. well, both of us are gonna fail.

changed shoes with tuck wai. hahas. emglosh lesson, mrs ang and tuck wai were making us laugh. so school was actually quite slack today. went to watch 306's skit after school. it was like.... SICK!! hahas. walked out with meiyi. i love catching up with old friends and i can say im happy today. a broken friendship was mended.

anyways.. i feel so sad for one of my good friends.
friend, you need to rededicate your life to God now. Open your heart and allow Him in, cause He will surely do great things in Your life. And most importantly, DO NOT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF!!! i know you can do it! jiayou!

--i love my classmates XDD

last night was not very good for me.
ended up sleeping at 1230 when i wanted to sleep at 1030, but never mind.

today in school was doing work nonstop. didn't even have time sleep although i was, again, very tired. Physics testi know i can score, quite confident about it. Stayed back for English Mock Exam. I have to stay back again tomorrow cause i didn't go last tuesday.

CG was enjoyable XD went to study at macs after that and say sean, jen, xinru. (: and then saw HUIHUI, LINHUI, PEISHAN (((: hahahahahas.

wet to popular then bought some stuff and now im home. starting to have the same mentality as lays. sleep is a waste of time, especiall since you have so many things to do.

List of things to do:
- FnN Coursework- 40 pages (due next week)
- Social Studies Essay (Importance of Diplomacy in Singapore- due tmrw)
- Emaths test on thursday- trigonometry (dies)
- FnN test next monday.
- Amaths test next tuesday.

and confirm will have alot of things to do. But God is my source of everything XD no worries.

im still so so tired.
slept at 1230 last night but had trouble sleeping. almost fell asleep while eatin my breakfast. i chatted with XY online in the morning at 645 before leaving for school! hahas. so seldom i get to chat with ppl early in the morning.

left for school and nicholas passed me the sec 3 emaths textbook and his big and bulky phone. hahas. helped him keep it cause he was having prelims. was super tired in school toay but managed to stay awake throughout every lesson. chinese teacher was unreasonable. shan't go into details.

after school had oral and rachel was making everyone laugh. headed to bishan for lunch and met up with kar and huitian. saw tracie at coffee bean XDD went to BCC to study and now im home!! and im so tired. shall sleep earlier tonight so that i can give my best for CG tomorrow.

i need to destress.

im so so drained.
after yesterday and today.

after tuition, i almost didn't wanna go out. i wanted to stay home and sleep. and the worse thing is, last night there were some super noisy malay ppl at the voide deck making alot of noise and i cudden sleep. wanted to fill water bombs and throw it at them. but i had patience, i eventually, jade's sister called the police.

went to meet kar at amk mrt then we trained down to novena to meet the others. studied at united square macs and change of environment was good for me. studied with pete, guozhang, zhicai, lays, kar, deng, seepeng and CHIA WEILUN(the only non-zionite). weilun was irritating la. hahas today was productive. did FnN and physics. Lunch was miserable, cause Guo Zhang's on a diet and he was criticizing all our food on how unhealthy it was. hahas. bought subway cookies and went back to study.

i studied alot today! hahas. but the lighting at macs was not good for my eyes.. it caused me pain! hahas. left with kar and seepeng to meet my family for dinner. super full now la!! alrights.. shall go bathe and continue studying for my test tomorrow!! ciao!!

yea. church anniversary rocked.
met up with some of my cg ppl at amk mrt and den went to meet the rest of zion.
lunched at the food court den headed down to expo!!!

so most of northeast and we slakced awhile because we were too early.
time tunnel was awesome. and the service was totally great! especially the dance!
was freezing the whole time. loved the finale! it was so cool. the whole of zion ran down cause we were sitting at the back. had foto taking session then left with zion to eat dinner. ate at subway! yepps. took bus back. now im home. thanks james kang for lending me the CD!!! XD

the stage. beautiful deco!

me and yushan/

FAITH!!! hahahas
seepeng!
karchian! i love this pic!
guo zhang @the mrt station
tracie!

YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

YOU ARE MY STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK

YOU ARE THE TREASURE THAT I SEEK

YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

SEEKING YOU AS A PRECIOUS JEWEL

LORD TO GIVE UP I'D BE A FOOL

YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

JESUS, LAMB OF GOD

WORTHY IS YOUR NAME

JESUS, LAMB OF GOD

WORTHY IS YOUR NAME

TAKING MY SIN, MY CROSS, MY SHAME

RISING AGAIN I'LL BLESS YOUR NAME

YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

WHEN I FALL DOWN YOU PICK ME UP

WHEN I AM DRY YOU FILL MY CUP

YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

i meditated on the lyrics of this song today. i felt so touched by it, although the words are simple. but definitely, God is my all in all. There's nothing He cannot do and compared to Him, all my problems are tiny little things. When i'm weak, He gives me strength, when i'm thirsty He fills my cup. I mean, He's so great, and anyone who leaves Him, has made the worst decision ever. I mean, who else would send His one and only son on the cross to die for us? And did He deserve it? Definitely not. God is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Thank You God, for everything.

today was quite a nice day for me. Although i woke up and thought Singapore had been bombed. Long story. Hahas. Got ready to meet desmond and compass point and once again, he left me waiting for him. So we walked around compass den had lunch and den headed down to RC. On the bus i learnt some stuff from him, it was a very spiritual session. And i thank God for it.

Went to buy food for yushan and then went to find her and clarence. We headed to RC and i slacked around an stuff. PM was refreshing, as always. Had UCTM after that and LEONARD offered to dance for us.. so cute la. Enjoyed UCTM alot, and got to know the ppl better. shared our struggles and blessings. yepps.

went to eat dinner and sunny kept making very =.=' faces at my jokes. hahas. and you should have seen his reaction when i said i wanted to go YJ. took 853 back with clarence and gideon. and then 265. and at one of the stops i got a shock cause some unfamiliar guy came to sit nxt to me, and when i found out it was my cousin, i got a shock.

so im home now and tomorrow is church anniversary!!! yay!! but... I DUNNO WHAT TO WEAR!! AHHHHHS!!!!

ok.. anyways... hahahas. nothing. LOL! bye!!

my comp went haywire.
and everything's gone!!!
okaes... im really really not sad.

but james kang, thanks for helping me to replace my music!!! my Godsent! hahas.

got another 3 days MC cause my gastric flu is not ok yet. thanks Louis and Keithy for your concern!!

okaes.. im gg to watch tv!

i didn't go school today. hahas
actually, i was already ready to go school.
but i vomitted again so i didn't go.

was at my grandma's hse. cause i went there to have breakfast at 5 am.
so i was in my school u the whole day.
so i slacked and slacked and played with isaiah and my grandma's house.

then left for rix house to save the anderson guys!
so chatted with them awhile den started my CG.
it was not so good today cause we started late.

after CG went to AMK macs.
on the way there, talked to keith abt some stuff.
shepherded heidi then had dinner and chatted with my CG mates.
and im home now!!

i pray for keithy!! and desmond!! they need healing XDD

the feeling of going to school knowing you may vomit anytime is so... bleagh!!!!
but school was quite fun today, especially since FnN was 4 free periods!! hahas. we were quite crazy cause rachel was singing!!! lol

so during the 4 free periods of FnN, i didn't sleep. But when mr ang came in i immediately fell asleep. for 2 periods i was sleeping and rachel kept poking me la!!! hahahahas. recess, was crapping with my classmates. and i like bevis' new phone!!

AMATHS- did sets and although it's quite easy, it's quite confusing too. but anyways... linhui didn't come and i was quite bored until ting fong and stanley started singing. and stanley was doing stupid stuff to yee fung. rachel was making snow during contact time.

dismissal. i didn't stay back for english cause my stomach was unwell. was having trouble even walking!! but i'm trusting in God, He will heal me!!

went to meet clarence, deng and tiffany at macs, but the problem is.. i didn't wanna study, i wanted to come home and watch spongebob! but they wudden let me and deng and clarence kept poking me. and after about 30 mins of whining, and eating ice cream, they let me go!! hahahas. i came home, watched spongebob and slept. until 730!! and im awake now! hahahahs.

alrights, shepherding heidi tomorrow before CG.

i just vomitted again.
rahhs.. i feel so sick.

school started today.
i was feeling super unwell during emaths lesson.
thanks Linhui for your concern.
slept throughout recess and physics and abit of geography.

and freak la.. i still cant find my textbooks. ss, physics, geong and emaths all gone. and i dun think my teachers really care la.. just gonna say here, i WANT to study and i so wanna find my textbooks so i can! i'm like so dead without them la.

after school had lunch with rachel at pizza hut. then went to study on my own at KFC first. den deng, huitian and kar came. studied and discussed CG studd. den yining came. stayed awhile longer and den came home.

gg to sleep awhile.
i'm feeling super stressed out now. so please dun come to me with childish complaints.

-- 2 weeks. can i do it? i really dun wanna lose her.

i so so dread gg back to school.

oh yayness! Marcus is back from Beijing!! hahas. LOL.

woke up and i had to puke. it was horrible la. and my stomach was killing me.
so cancelled tuition and went back to sleep.
woke up at ten and cudden get back to sleep.
so had my breakfast and den bathed and watched videos on youtube for awhile.

den about 1145 left to meet a few zionites at Bishan Macs and it wussen as packed as last week.
so studied and most of the time was crapping with leonard and pete. abt 3 or 4+, deng, kar and pete were trying to book room at rix hse cause actually our CGs were all on wednesday. hahas. then pete was trying to distract me!!!! left at about 5 to meet yihui, lays and rachel. ate abit with them and i ate ice cream!! me and pete were being retarded!! LOL.

i really enjoyed today la.
and now i still feel like puking!

and SJP LA!! SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!! hahahahahhas. oh wells....
all the best to O level prelims ppl!!

morning was totally screwed la..
i hate recieving SUPER last minute info.
and i had to cancel my breakfast with karchian!!! stupid la.

cabbed down to cuppage. cost me $7. i felt like puking. but i didn't. so i had 2 hours if study session at nexus. not very fruitful cause i was quite distracted. and was feeling sick in the stomach. thanks kar and lays for your care and concern.

so after the study session was PM and northeast was sititng at the back!! but we were still super high!! even before service PandW started, we already ran down to the front. I enjoyed the sermon alot.

After service, we amazingly found tables at STARHUB! and ZION all sat together. so cool la. den had so much fun lunching and crapping with them. then studied with a few people and talked to des but some stuff also. went to eat PRATA HOUSE with des, yushan, yining, clarence, deng, zhicai and rachel ton.

so as usual.. i was high towards the end of the day and my day ended happily.
and me and rach ton saw PAUL TWOHILL! hahahas.

studying at khatib tomorrow!

yushan and des, once again, thanks XD

hahahahas. i loved today la!!
after tuition rushed down to RC cause i tot TIFFANY was waiting for me.
but in the end, RC haven open.

I loved PM. so refreshing and soo... indescribable! hehe.
after PM was DCTM and the teaching was a very good one.
after DCTM i made announcement!! hahas. on behalf of YONG KANG that is.
den after meeeting i talked to ______. i knew i made the right choice and you may hate me forever but i did it to help you*

Clean up was succesful. I made NEA do it cause we rarely use RC. And i was stalking PETE cause he had chocolates!! he always has chocolates la!! hahas. I LOVE ZIONITES LA!!!! and natalie is uber cute.

went to eat with kar, louis, yining and yihui and we were just talking and crapping. den accompanied yining to eat tao huay and we were talking *secrets* hahahas. I LOVE YOU LA YINING!!! den after that began to study with desmond, huaxiang, luke, kaiwen at one table. Rayson was there too! then we were laming and crapping again about *ahem* math questions!!! HAHAHAHS!!

den they left and it was left with me, yihui, deng, des and big shaun and we really studied. den we stopped and started to distress. cool la, i was playing with Shaun's phone and telling lame jokes and all. so ate tau huay and crapped more and ZION hit 45 for tomorrow's confirmation!! YAY!!!

well.. that's all for now!! meeting kar for breakfast tomorrow!!!!!!

I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED ON MONDAY WHILE STUDYING AT HOUGANG POINT!!!!!

me:*turns around and pokes kar and turns back again quickly*
kar: *turns and stares at me*
me: LEONARD!! WHY YOU BULLY KAR CHIAN!!!
leonard: *blur blur look and laughs*
--- 5 minutes later ---
me: *turns around and pokes kar again*
kar: *stares at me again*
me: LEONARD!!! WHY YOU BULLY KAR CHIAN AGAIN?!
leonard: *laughs*
--- 10 minutes later ---
kar: *takes a very cold cup of ice and puts it to my face.*
me: *SCREAMS* and everyone stares
me: *knowing it was kar* LEONARD!!!! WHY YOU BULLY ME?!
kar: YA!! LEONARD!! WHY YOU BULLY MICHELLE?!

hahas!!! it was super funny la!!!! even the super studious and concentrating seepeng was laughing! hahahahas.

i found out at 2 or 3 am this morning that im NORMAL!! hahas.
isn't that something to celebrate about?
was talking to des and yushan about the same thing.
i thought i was the only who thinks too much when im very tired.
cause when im very tired, it's wither i think too much or i don't think at at all. but it's usually i think too much, but apparently, yushan and des so too!!! and they said it's normal!! therefore, I"M NORMAL!! HAHAHAHS!!

anyways, really wanna thank God for the 2 of them!! desmond and yushan that it. They've been giving me alot of advice and encouragement and alot of help!!! yay!! THEY ROCK!!! muahahahahas!!!! i felt very encouraged after encouraging desmond last night XDD and i felt very realxed after talking to yushan last night. i've not talked to her like that for such a long time. thanks yushan for everything XDD

BEING IN THE FAMILY OF GOD ROCKS!!!!!!!!

woke up at 630.
reached east coast at 830.
had my spiritual retreat with God.
and it was WONDERFUL!!!
simply wonderful...

left the place at 11 and reached home at 12.
i was putting together pictures from all over northeast to go and develop.
YK put me in charge of doing this.

ULs were supposed to send the pics to him, and den he would send to me.
but apparently only yihui sent pics. so YK asked me to add my own pics but try not to make it too ZION. it was tough.. majority of my pics were of zionites!! so therefore, i went friendster and blog hopping. and managed to get everything done by 230.

yea.. so im eating my lunch now. tuition later XDD

i've decided to put aside alot of things now.
time to get myself back on track with God.

i know it wun be easy because of some circumstances, but God will definitely make a way. I know He will, i have the faith!!

yushan: really really thanks alot!!! it's so much appreciated XD i dunno what i'd do without you.

i cried myself to sleep night.
one by one they come, they grow, they go.
and i was so miserable and stuff in the morning, i thought the rest of the day would be bad.

but when i went don to nexus for metamorphosis, i happened to sit next to james and my day started to brighten up because of his kukuness. then from then on my day was so so great!! i totally loved it!!!! wenzhen, dionne, gwen and kang rui are so connected to the grp and they all got holy spirit bapt!!!! my shepherd was there!!!!!! and so on a so forth. the teaching were so refreshing, especialy the last one.. they showed my CG's roasted pig photo!! hahas (all of us were sunburnt!!!)

during the concert and teared so so much!!!! i never felt so touched before!!! even after worship i was still tearing!! it was just so ministering! thank You so much God, for speaking through shirley. and i really really love my CG alot!!

after concert, went to eat with andre, shan, clarence, daryl and des. while eating, leonard and zhicai randomnly messaged me "thank God for you" and zhicai also added that i helped him end his day well. it's like. somebody made your day, den you make someone elses day, the feeling is so.. wah!!!

enjoyed fellowshipping although as usual andre was irritating. den when XY came, it was worse. so trained back with andre and xueyong and my day ended off just nice with us sharing abt out primary school days!! they were amusing me la! hahas.

so.. supposed to go watch frostbite with shan, leejun and ian tmrw but apparently the guys cancelled on us so we decided to cancel too. so im gg out with bryan tomorrow XDD

please please dun disappoint me, dun let me down.

lalalalalas..
i didn't go to school today!! (for extra lessons)
so woke up at lik 1130, 12.
went to j8 to buy some stuff and gave my sister a shock. hahas.

cabbed down to RC to help tiffany.
and because i no artistic talent, i was doing behnd the scenes work. hahas.
(saigang)

den alot of ZIONITES came!! hahas. to learn guitar from IAN. den we were quite slack la. very very slack. had dinner with cong and deng den went back to RC to play!! hahas. so that's my day XDD

anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH LIN GUOZHONG!!!! thanks for being such a great brother-in-christ and CG member. For always encouraging me and listen to me when i have certain problems. yes.. you rock la buddy. enjoy spending times with you. let's really do great thigns for God together XXDD

interesting and fun day.
i was quite high since i woke up.
and im very very happy for keithy!
he got such a great bday present XDD

So, went to study at hougang pnt today with alot of people.
and saw ppl like aaron poh, shao ming, han wei, andy, darren, rainer, tingfong.
gosh.. so many! hahahas.

so studied and then got too distracted so went to isolate myself. den leonard also isolated himself with me! hahas. that was the most fruitful part of the studying! den after checking myself out of isolation, i got high!!! cause i cudden study anymore so i went arnd talking to ppl den JUN RONG came and i talked to jun rong! hahahas. And was playing with leonard and karchian!! btw, i love kar's new fone!!

den went to eat, played arcade awhile and taxied home.

wells, i gots AMATHS lesson tomorrow from 10 to 12. then guitar lesson from 5 onwards.. so... hahahahs. okaes!!! bye!!!!

wah lao!!
i so feel like killing someone now lah!!!
i super pek chek lehs!!
really vry pek chek!!

ok.. i shall cool down.
repent.
seek god for peace.

thanks des for teaching me something over MSN XD

shoutouts:
yining: cool down and take care. If things dun work, then just let go XD
des: thanks for encouraging and advice. and jiayou for you EXAMS!!
deng mama: JIAYOU!!!!!! dun be stressed.
yushan: eat the lollies and be worry free XD
besty: take care and i love you XDD

had a nice day today.
woke up at 1130 den got ready to meet the rest to study at bishan macs.
and it was super crowded and squeezy and noisy and i was too distracted to study.
so wentto join keithy at bishan library and i got some work done.
although it was only for awhile, i enjoyed spending time with him XDD

went back to find the rest and i didn't continue to study.
i went to sit at the playground alone and think.
then was talking to God and read through my message inbox and came across kar chian's message. and i started tearing again XD rahhs.. im emotional luhs. hahahas.
but kar, really thanks alot, ur message is the only one saved in my phone.

so went back and talked somemore den followed them to eat dinner and tokked to keithy and now im home XD not gg for xtra lesson tomorrow XP

rahhs.
i'm getting so emotional..
i hate it luh.

i cried during PM, during worship, when yihui prayed for me.
worship cause what daniel leow said was for me.

yea..
so after service, NEA and NEC combined for games.
it was fun luhs.. i was in pete tong's grp and we were the last grp to reach. so fun. hahahas..
so had praise at ISTANA PARK and that aaron is such a poser luhs..

had lunch at meridien and was so crappy lahs.. LOL. so fun!! hahahahas.
after that yong kang met the core team and then we headed to starhub to study.
studied awhile then i went to lan shop to look for clarence then back to starhub to wait for my dad.

that's my day. yea.

-kar: thanks girl for the message. i teared after i read it cause i was so touched. i really really love you loadds XD

VICTORY CHANT WAS GREAT!! hahas. so cool la.. des and marcus played e.guitar.
went to eat and then to play basketball after that.

just wanna thank Yeong Deng and Yushan for helping me out XDD