His Grace is Sufficient

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
[2 Corinthians 12:10]

I am so tired.
Cause of everything that's coming up this week.
CG, DPHM talk, SAS freshman tea, hope rp family day, replug auditions, SATs, UT coming next week.

Plus the emotional burden I put on myself, I dunno how much longer I can sustain.

But, I know God will sustain me.
I saw the verse on Jenalyn's blog and the timing was just right and I was so encouraged by it.

One of my favorite verses:
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
[Matthew 11:28]

It's causing quite a stir. Why not we just let go, and let God. =]

Stand Firm

I'll upload class photos next time.

Had a nice chat with nehe on the bus home yesterday.
About people leaving the church and how we dealt with it.
And firstly, I need to vent something: If you wanna leave, it is your issue, you do not need to influence others to do it with you. (not pointing fingers)

So we chatted, and after he alighted, I thought through everything that has been going on for the past few weeks and how much it burdened me. And then I told God this: Even if everyone leaves church or if I have no more friends, I will still STAND FIRM. I will not let myself be influenced by all these people because I love God. I will stay on no matter what. And this is my promise to God.

He was the one who changed my life 180 degrees to become the person I am now. If not for Him, I would probably have died of depression. If not for Him, I would not have the great friends I have around me now- be it church or school. If not for Him, my life would be a total mess. There are so so so so many things that I can give thanks to God for. IF NOT FOR HIM, WE ALL WOULD HAVE DIED OF SIN. He sent His one and only son to die on the cross for ALL OF US- believers and non-believers. GOD DID ALL THIS SO WE COULD LIVE. He sacrificed His one and only son for us to live and there is nothing that can be compared to His love.

If He could do all that, then why can't we just surrender our hearts and our lives to Him. Is it really that hard to Love God, Love Jesus?

I have a message for those who have back slided or who have hardened their hearts towards Him: Majority of you have decided to receive God into your life because of what He has done for us. If you could make that decision to let Him in, then why can't you just love Him. What bad has God done to you? He has already sacrificed Jesus for Him and He asks for nothing in return except to surrender to Him whole-heartedly.

I did not type this out of anger nor did I do it pin-point people, but I typed this out of conviction.

anyways... randomness.

I fell down in class today, just fell down. Cause I was thinking of too many things at one time and was not concentrating on walking and I just fell down. And den, everything was okay. 30 mins later, i went to talk to hafiz and syafiq and they were like: are you okay? And i was like: ya. And was thinking that they are so concerned. hahas. but who knows, this syafiq and haifz are so cheeky! they then asked me: how did you fall down when there was nothing for you to trip over! and me: ?????!!!!????!!!! HAHAHAS.

Wells, till next time, see you!
(i'll be back with the pics)

bliss- the sunshine girl

I love to smile.
I love to laugh.
I love to make people smile.
I love to make people laugh.
I love to be happy.
but all this is not emotions.
It's joy from God :D

this week was really tiring for me.
and i was feeling burdened.
but i seriously did not know what it was.
last sat, i was burdened too.
but thanks kaien for talking to me.

but this week, it was a totally different thing.
glad that I shared some stuff to shareen and daphne.
but even after that, my heart was still heavy.
and i really did not knw what it was.

until it started this morning, when i was talking to my mom.
and den during altar call, i was reminded of her.
and i started to tear cause she has to deal with so much for this family.
and plus her knees being a burden to her.
and i went down to be prayed for, and leanne prayed for me.
I really hope that my mom felt it.
she's doing a great job for this family.
if only we knew how to appreciate her more.

i'll continue to pray for her. for God to soften her heart.

a moment of randomness: I ADORE BOYCE AVENUE!

people said that im unrecognizable without my smile.
so.... i shall smile more!

----edited----
congrat deyi girls for completing CG08! i'm proud of you! let's see more souls in deyi being saved!

W25K (again!)

lazy to captionate the pics.
I ADORE W25K!

blog more soon!

My 2 minute boyrfriend

hahas.
random title.
think only me, syafiq and coffee boy knows what im talking about.

didn't really wna go school today.
but it was alright after all =D

hmmms.
i'm sick. daphne's sick. kaien's sick. nehe's gt a sore throat.
take care you people!
had some stupid logic on how me, kaien and daphne got sick.
on the way to dhoby exchange on sat, me, kaien and daphne were playing this "don't step on the line" games. we all stepped on lines and fell sick. stupid.

anyways... i actually wanted to blog about keeping my spiritual momentum.
there are many times in my life where my momentum is at a peak, when i'm on fire for God, for outreach, etc. but everytime a burden comes, i will just fall. the momentum will slowly fade away and it takes a long time to reach the peak.

but this time, i dun want it to happen again.
i wanna keep my momentum at it's peak.
to constantly be on fire for God.
and to leave all my worries and burdens and problems to Him.

there is still that burden in my heart, but i'm leaving it all to Him.

seriously

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

God will make a way
When there seems to be no way
He works in ways, we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength, for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

W25K

(currently at centrepoint macs with some ned girls)
hahahahas. saw simon's blog! hahas. he is really very funny! and i shall post all my classmates and their nicknames.

*extracted from introvert's blog
ASS (taiwan import, A.A dude)
BING JIE (china girl!)
EILEEN and EUNICE ( they live nearest to me)
ERIC( M.I.A Boy)
HENRY (POLAR BEAR!)
JAYA PRAKASH (MY PARTNER FOR OUR NEXT MOVIE, RUSH MINUTE)
JAZREEL (CHINESE GIRL)
HAFIZ ( NESCAFE BOY) *can call him coffee boy too!
IKA (the only malay girl)
JONI (indonesian dude)
JOSHUA (TOUR GUIDE!)
JUNJUN( SO CUTE! xiao ke ai!)
LYNN (the girl who looks old and is really old) *she's actually the same age as me
YUAN CHUAN (MG!)
MICHELLE (the ABC) *syafiq calls me american and zhimei calls me slacker
MING FENG( emo waiter! hahas)
NIGEL (overgrown kid! hahahas)
RAHMAN (3.9!) *i call him kiddo
SARAH (chatter box. hahas)
SIMON (INTROVERT!)
SYAFIQ (secret... shhh...)
XU GUANG (juan ping look alike) *???
ZHIMEI (the girl with the cartooon voice)
DAPHNE (the 'bu yao lian' potato pig!) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS

ok. i shall study for my SATs now while waiting for...... hahas. i dunno. tertiary service to start i guess. will blog more fruitful things sooooooooooooo.

10 Questions I should ask myself every morning

1. Should I wake up today?
2. If I wake up, should I go school?
3. Should I wear shorts, a skirt or jeans?
4. Should my top be more formal, casual of ja pa lan.
5. After bathing, should I make up?
6. Should I tie up my hair or leave it down?
7. Should I wear earrings?
8. Which bag should I bring? Backpack, crumpler, sling or tote.
9. Should I wear flats, birkenstocks or sandals?
10. Should I take the bus or should I take the train? l

HAHAS! The life of a poly student.
School was awesome today. Despite the long bus ride I took.
My group had jazreel, secret, eric and jaya and they were super great to work with.
And now secret has a secret! HAHAS! 19th April yo! \m/

HAHAS!

I loved today's module! It's probably gonna be my favorite.
Hung around after school for awhile den left with Kai En to the train station.
Missed 2 or 3 trains as they were kinda full. Peak hour and people are still occupying space by sitting on the floor.

Met up with tucky and shuwen. Waited for them at the platform for 20 mins. I think I sorta memorised the announcements in all 4 languages already! hahas.

came home and I'm sleeping in 5 mins.

just suddenly feel like saying: I LOVE DAPHNE! even though she is smelly, noisy and has a big butt. But, love beyond reason right? hahas.

PEACE!

hello, RP

first day of school after 6 months.
I'm so glad to have debby pauline with me.

Met up with her before heading to school.
Train service was disrupted cause of some guy in the track.
Reached school and went up to class.
Class was alright lahs. But shan't go into details.

Thanks stephen and yuqian for encouraging me!
After school, went to look for the unit people and had lunch together.

Stepping into the world once again, it's time to put my guard up.

love beyond reason

alrights. so friday, i went for orientation and left half way.
and i hung out with the cg people. hahas.
den i went back and the people said that i didn't have to go back,
so i went back to find the cg people, again! hahas.

on friday night, while sleeping, i hit my head real hard on the side of the bed.
and the pain did not come until 2pm on saturday.
it hurt like crazy and I was so distracted by it during service.

we celebrated jas's birthday.
and i led polar bear and, some people are dumb! hahas.
my gurus ar.. ask one to close eyes, she dun want. ask one to open eyes, she also dun want. hahas.

but the celebration was good.
headed to cathay with kaien and michael to catch "untraceable."
thanks kaien for helping me to pay first! hahas.
met up with jolene, shawn, gordon and randall.
the movie was good!
but the theatre was cold!

took cab with shawn and randall and thanks shawn for helping me to pay first.

ohs, the cg prayed for me last night, and I am almost fully healed. except the pain at my eyes.

dudes&dudettes

i have no idea why i can't upload pics.
but whatever the case is, we had Hope RP steamboat yesterday!
It was super fun lah!
and Darryl came.

RP orientation today!
Class was boring, company was great!
The 'old' people in the cg came down to be with us as well.

Headed to causeway point after the whole thing.

I'm fasting.
From chocolates and candies.
For the retention of the new believers.
Cause I know that every soul is so important to God.
So I am fasting for the retention of sisi, guisiang, and sam.

Embarked on this fasting thing after hearing from luke and kaien that they were fasting for specific areas in their life too. So me and daphne decided to fast as well, for specific areas in our life.

Luke and kaien are fasting from flavoured drinks. And daphne from potatoes! hahas.
So people out there, do try to help us! And we shall hold others accountable! yay! so jiayou dudes and dudette!

I know my post is kinda all over the place. I actually have a lot on my mind, but, i dunno how to put it in words. I shall let it out to God.

Take care people! God Bless!