ahhhs!! I LOVE KOH KAR CHIAN LA!!! HAHAS.
-so random

she was super cute that day at the BBQ!
after praying for GWEN (sec one mayflower) to recieve Christ, she said to all of us that Gwen has the best conversion story cause kar prayed for her. hahas.

KOH KAR CHIAN!! MY DEAREST!!!
thanks for always never failing to put a smile on my face! this post is dedicated to you!!

I LOVE YOU KOH KAR CHIAN!!! XDDDDDD

school was quite ok today. despite the freezing weather. and i managed to stay awake despite sleeping at 2 am in the morning! yay for me! hahas. Shuwen and I were laughing at Rachel's stories in the morning and stanley went crazy during eMaths lesson. Something scary happened during VE lesson. dun wanna talk abt it here.

supposed to have pizza hut lunch with rach, shuwen and hwee en. but i'm having a financial crisis and shuwen cudden make it so i planned to meet up with clarence in Hougang, and concidentally, rachel planned to meet up with Neona there too! hahas. Blessing in disguise cause i had a good talk with my shepherd on the way to hougang. Ended up having lunch with clarence, yushan and rachel. Then shan and rach left to do some stuff and left their bags with me and clarence.

me and clarence crapped and talked awhile and then Bryan came with Braynard and then the 4 of us left for AMK. i reached home and immediately started studying for my physics test tomorrow den i got really really tired and i slept! hahas. i'm a pig.

anyways, im quite happy. cause Shuwen is very responsive and today ahe even asked me how we speak in tongues and i talked to her about holy spirit baptism!! thank God XDD hahas.

i'm still quite traumatised about what happened 2 weeks ago. and im still having a hard time getting over it. but i jsut found out that someone quite close to me is going through the same thing as me. just wanna let that person know that we're gonna get through this together with God. and God also assured me in Jeremiah 29:11 " For I know the plans i have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I'm leaving all my worries to God cause He has a plan for me XDD

anyways.. PEOPLES!!! Let's jiayou in retaining our new believers this week cause conversion is nothing without retention XDD!!!!

heyys. have not updated for the past 2 days. but the pst 2 days have been quite great. especially yesterday.

FRIDAY;
School as usual. Had a long walk around AMK park in the morning. debate was the best part of the day. went home and got caught in the rain. had a little fight mith my mom and i was quite emotional but i managed to cool down before meeting clarence and krisstle. We went to rc to study but me and kriss ended up playing guitar. PM was unique. after PM slacked awhile and rushed home. slept at 10 pm.

SATURDAY;
Woke up at 8 am cause my 2 visitors cancelled on me. i was so depressed la. went out with my mom and my dad. firstly to the hospital for my dad's check up and i was playing with this super cute kid. then to somerset and my dad went to do some stuff and my mom and i went for breakfast/lunch. then to city hall to fix my guitar and then service. The drama was quite cool. WeiLun was like so spastic la. hahas. and my shepherd shared testimony which was very touching. Pastor Jeff preached well. during altar call, at first DIONNE (visitor from deyi) didn't want to recieve Christ, then i asked her again if she would like to recieve Christ, and she rejected again. so i started sharing my testimony about how God changed my life and then i started crying for God knows what reason. and then DIONNE's eyes got teary. and after sharing my testimony, i asked her again if she would like to take the step of faith to accept Jesus. and she willingly accepted. (she also asked me not to cry anymore, hahas.) So yesterday, at altar call, NEA2 saw another 2 lives being saved and one Mayflower guy rededicating his life back to God. YES!!!!!

Slacked at starhub. well, they slacked, i was running arnd starhub collecting money. thank God for YONG KANG XDD hahas. was still collecting money on the bus. and on the bus was spastic-ing with pete! hahas. reached Changi Beach and gathered to get ready for games. Was in the same team as Jon Quek, Jun Hong, JY, Clifford and Jocelyn. I enjoyed the games alot just that the JC people bullied us!! hahas. so after the games washed up and ate! Ate as a unit and then me, lays and jon were trying to up atmosphere and thank God for deng and layling for getting food for me XDD Atmosphere was still low until Jon suggested we share our funny and embarasisng moments, and i was like, AGAIN?! hahas. so we shared and stuff. and had a mini praise session.slacked arnd and continued eating and then a mayflower sec one girl decided to accept Christ and we prayed for her. YAY! God is so great! just slacked and wlaked arnd until it was time to board the shuttle bus back to Serangoon. on the bus back, desmond was playing guitar and me, joseph, joseph, layling, huitian, jon and rachel were singing along. and we sang all the way to Serangoon. got off the bus, said my goodbyes, desmond promised to teach me guitar on THURSDAY 5pm. hahas. got home, bathed and slept.

TODAY;
Tution in the morning. and then slept from 1 to 4. and im blogging here now.

Well, it's undeniable that God has been so great to us for the past 2 weeks. blesisng us with converts each week. NEA2, we have definitely pleased God. Thank God for all your hard work!!! We have seen many souls saved within these 2 weeks!! yepps. let's jiayou in retaining the NEWBs. XDDD

AHHHHS!!! I WANT VISITORS!!!!
i must have visitors. die die must have visitors.
can you sense the sense of urgency in me?

there's no time already!!!
there are people out there waiting to be saved!!
so what are we waiting for!!!???!?!?!
let's really work hard for the last 2 days.
call all our contacts and ask them for closets.
and dun forget about NE BBQ after that XD

JIAYOU!!!

PLANET SHAKERS CONCERT- ULTRAVIOLET

DATE: 11 and 12 August (Friday and Saturday)

TIME: 7.30 PM Free Seating

VENUE: SINGAPORE EXPO (organised by FCBC)

PRICE: $4 per ticket

Do let me know if you wanna go by saturday night. tag my board or sms me or msn me.

im very very sleepy today. (as usual) but i didn't fall asleep in class at all, in fact, i paid attention during all my lessons. chinese lesson was quite interesting, then AMATHS, i passed my test!!!! 12 over 20. hahahahas. very happy. geography completed a mind map. recess. celebrated peishan's birthday and then social studies. watched FARENHEIT 911 during the second period. had 2 period EMATHS and the extended chem lessons. and i was already dying. finished up my chem work and went to meet louisa at hougang mall. we had pepper lunch. walked around and then took a bus home. that's my day.

i think im gonna have an asthma attack soon. hahas. drank apple ice blended today and still ate some ice cream and ice pops.

You Laid Aside Your Majesty

You laid aside Your majesty

Gave up everything for me

Suffered at the hands

Of those You have created

You took all my guilt and shame

When You died and rose again

Now today You reign

In Heaven and Earth exalted

I really wanna worship You my Lord

You have won my heart and I am Yours

Forever and ever

I will love You

You are the only one who died for me

Gave Your life to set me free

Now i lift my voice to You

In adoration.

This song never really meant anything to me until today, during CG worship.
Rachel asked us to picture that day, that Jesus was tortured and crucified.
The blood, tears and sweat He shed, just to forgive us of our sins.
It was extreme lonliness up there, He had no one with Him.
I almost teared.

We gossip, we backstab, we lie, we sin. But we are still forgiven, even before we sinned. Because Jesus died on that cross for us. We are so unworthy of His love. He's the only one who died for us and set us free from sin. He gave up everything for us and was suffering in the hands of those who created us.

Romans 5:8- While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Jesus is the one.

--edited; 10.36pm--

something encouraged me greatly the other day at AMK MACS. As i was walking in to Amk macs that day, i saw a lady, about 60 to 70 years old, walk up to the table where clarence, bryan and tiffany were sitting and she handed them 2 pieces of paper and asked us to just read it. So we read the paper, which happened to be testimonies from people whose lives changed after knowing God. what encouraged me most is that, a person of that age is still on fire for spreading the good news of the gospel. even along orchard road, there's always this man handing out pamphlets and brochures about some church, with a booklet of testimonies too. the bottom line is: if people of that age are still passionate about sharing the good news, we can also do it. so let's really go all the way out for CLOSETS PART 2!! we will see more souls coming over from the kingdom of darkness to the kindgdom of light. CG, UNITS and SUB-DISTRICTS will all hit their goals once and for all. SO.. JIAYOU!!!! IN GOD, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!!!

was very sleepy in school today.
was supposed to meet rach fro breakfast but both of us were late.
slept throughout most of the day and slept quite comfortably too.
my phone got confiscated for 5 mins. hahas.

went to accompany rachel and shuwen. den supposed to meet bryan but i was very very tired. so came home. ate lunch and then slept. from 3 to 630. 3 and a half hours and im still tired. AMATHS TEST tomorrow.

the 3 piggies!! so ancient. hahas. and we all look so kiddo but we're adorable.

it was quite a quiet day today.
went to meet bryan, tiffany, clarence and desmond for while before going to meet my family.
well, talked to clarence and thank God for his encouragement and for understanding and for helping me. and i cried. but im feeling much better now. thamks alot clarence XD really.

bryan bought bubble tea for me. oreo chocolate ice blended. so sweet right? hahas. thanks bryan. and today had nice talk with desmond in amk macs. im very encouraged by his life and his desire to bring people to know God.

went to toa payoh safra with my fmaily and relatives and cousins. ate alot and enjoyed myself. now, im home. thanks shepherd for the verse. i'll talk to you tomorrow XDD

SMSed 2 people.
No one replied.

Im still feeling very lost now.
GOD!

God, im so so so so lost.
I just found out something that has been kept from me since i was seven years old.
I just found out a secret that has been kept from me for 10 years!!

and all this time i was thinking it was something else.
God, im just so traumatised.
I cant help but to cry.

So many emotions and feelings running through my brain now.
anger, confusion, betrayal, hurt, upset. lost.

Help.

my team won the debate.
shocking! hahas.

after school went to meet kriss and rachel for pizza hut lunch (second time this week).
den me and kriss went to SR macs to look for deng, jon, pete and lays.
had a nice talk with kriss on the bus! LOVE YOU KRISSTLE!!!
me and pete got a special way of communicating now! hahas.
SMELLY clarence came and it was so noisy! hahas. joking.

lays shared Christ to 5 peicai girls. encouraged by her courage.
PM was so divine, had a sore throat after that.
went to eat with alot of people. hahas.
den went to play soccer and slack and now im home.
CLOSETS TOMORROW!!

people always tell me not to bottle up my emotions and feelings cause it's not good.
usually i do until someone comes and ask me if im ok or something along that line.
so this week, when i just cudden take it anymore, i just called a close friend to talk to.
and the feeling was just WAH.. and after talking to that person i just felt so so good. although i had another small breakdown just now, the same person came and encouraged me.

this week was quite horrible for me. so much stress, 2 to 3 hours of sleep every night, so much tears. but it's gonna be over soon. TGIF! thank God for FRIDAYS! cause the next day will be saturday!

thanks kriss, clarence, deng, karchian and bryan for the constant encouragement, prayers, care and concern.

I, more or less,really need to destress before i have another breakdown!rahhs.
after school went to meet kar, peng and deng to eat KFC. and then we headed to macs to eat macs I surely did distress, i was all high and crazy.

oh wells,
anyways..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE YIHUI MELANINE JOY!!! ur loved XD

now, gotta do debate.

ZION MCG!
hit a total of 8 visitors!!
thank God for everyone's hard work.
let's continue working hard for the harvest!!
50 for ZION!

the banner. complete with mysterious red lighting.

the self-acclaimed cool chairpersons!! GAMES!
again!
DRAMA!!! *to the canteen!!*
the 3 calafare!
jon in deyi uniform.
the main characters.
the drama team!
had a more or less good day today.

but something is still not right.

had a nice talk with rach during geography and the first half of recess.

then SS and EMATHS were entertaining cause of tuck wai and all. cudden stop laughing.

disappeared from the school very fast after dismissal and went to eat lunch with louis and came home to sleep fr 3 hrs. yay!!

CLOSETS:

Do you always change yourself for another person. Even if you have everything you could have, do you still feel that something is missing? Do you want to know the true you? if yes, come for CLOSETS.
for more info, go to: http://yhope-closets.blogspot.com

i never felt this lost and hopeless before.
God, i really really dunno what to do.

Help me God.

school was just as usual today and real boring.
assembly was cool. royston tan came our school and his films are all so nice.
left for MCG with louis. he wasted 3 mins of my life. that idiot! hahas.

reached RIX's house and helped the rest get ready.
it was fun! so were the games! and peat sabo me cause i sabo-ed him first.
games were great. then went up to eat and shared embarassing moments. i had so many to share. DRAMA ROCKED! it was super nice. thank God for the drama team! took pics and i was one of the first to leave.

after the CG, i was just so tired. physically, mentally, emotionally
yushan was right, i am emotionally unstable nowadays.
i just needed someone to talk to.
wanted to call kriss, but i remembered that she said she was going to be with yushan.
called bryan. he didn't on his phone.
called clarence.
thank God he picked up his phone.

at first i said nothing was wrong, but then i cudden hold it in already and i just started crying.
it's like the first time in my whole life that i cried to somebody over the phone.
i didn't expect myself to cry but i just cudden hold it back anymore.
i didn't expect the breakdown to happen so fast.
im so tired, so stressed, so lost. i didn't know what to do. i just wanted to give up.
but clarence said i gotta stay strong. i can't give up.
God, when's this test of my life going to be over?
Clarence, thanks alot.

so many things to do within this one week. so much hurt within 2 days. God, help!

i was just reminded that i have another assignment to do.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhs.

i really dunno what's gonna happen to me this week.
one word- stress.

but then, i shall not worry cause my future is in the hands of God.

and now, i really need patience and self-control cause i have a very big feeling somethings gonna go wrong tonight.

thanks kriss, bryan and deng for being concerned abt me XD

i was grounded today for coming home late last night.
and i was super bored like almost the whole day.
had tuition in the morning then i ate my breakfast and went to watch tv then slept until 330.
woke up and continued watching tv, using com and i ate maggi mee. so no life la.
was abt to message bryan den he called. it's like, he's telepathic or something. hahas.

wathced a movie on tv with me sis. watched DODGEBALL! funny movie. then went to meet kriss and bryan at my hse prata shop for dinner and they came my hse and made noise! bryan is spastic!! blah blah blahs.

kriss tot she walked into the wrong room!!! i was uber amused by her!!
anyways, pics of my new room!!!

my desk area!!

my cupboard/bed. my cupboard/desk.
tv/cupboard
my bed area!

just got back. i think it's quite early. bleaghs.
supposed to give bryan morning call at 8! but i woke up at 830. oops. but i still gave him morning call. hahas. got my dad to send me to cuppage. met deng and rach for breakfast then breakthrough prayer meet. so shuang! hahas.

service. loved Praise and Worship but then somehow during sermon my mind drifted off. i was like thinking of the things i had to do when i got home den something popped into my mind: FnN coursework.

after service went for lunch and then was collecting money. yihui got new job for all the UAs. rahhs. more work for me. hahas. went to lan shop with my CG and it was fun watching!! especially whe XY subsituted for rachel in DOTA den everybody immediately knew tht it wussen rach anymore. then played counterstrike. used rachel's name but lester played and it was funny cause we tried not to expose the plan and everybody really thought that it was rachel playing. had a lot of fun laughing. went to watch them play pool after tt and played guitar outside the shop for awhile.

and im uber happy. cause while i was in the pool shop, chloe suddenly called me and i was shocked and scared and worried at the same time. but more shocked. chloe saidshe saw me then went to find her at the toilet there and i was very happy to just see her.

so after playing pool, went to LJS to eat. with rach, shan, tiff, kriss, marcus, donovan, bryan, andre, xueyong and sunny. yepps. then left with kriss and bryan and bruce! hahas, he very kuku. took NEL with kriss, bryan and brandon kang and brandon took FnN! hahahas. took to hougang then bussed home and tokked to kriss on the fone! and i felt so good just sharing about how good God has been to me with her. and vice versa. yepps.

but for now, i gotta worry about my schoolwork and i know that i will be very stressed and maybe even have a breakdown. but kriss encouraged me with a bible verse and i forgot he verse but nvm. but still, thanks alot Kriss.

God, i know that You are with me and that You will ALWAYS be with me. I pray that next week You will give me the strength, the patience, the self-control to do what I have to do. God, i'm sure that You will definitely answer my prayers cause You never shortchange us.

next week is all about outreach and sharin Christ!! i'm really going all the way out. Nothing, and i mean nothing, will stop me this coming week. There will be a revival in NEA2! a revival in Deyi. a revival in ZION! a revival in NORTHEAST!!! the time is near, yHope WILL break 1ooo!!!!!!

thank God for:

• letting me have self-control and patience today which prevented me from getting angry and blowing up.
• answering my prayers in school today and it definitely shows that You are never late, never early but always on time.
• YANYU. for praying for me and speaking words of encouragement to me which were very very touching. although it was just a small gesture it meant alot to me.
• today's prayer meet.i felt so refreshed after a very very bad week and for jian cong for reminding us with the verse Matthew 11:28.
• helping me make things right with my mom again.
• my parents blessing me with 50 dollars each today.
• for Your unconditional and unfailing love. even though it's been a long time since someone actually said that they love me and really meant it, i'm not hurt cause Your always saying: I love you my child. I've made you the way you are and you are so precious in my eyes.
• For speaking to that very dear brother of mine just minutes after i prayed for him. And making him realise what's Your real plan for him.
• You. For being there in my times of needs. When i needed someone to cry out to, You were there. When i needed someone to talk to, You were there. When I thought that the whole world had walked out on me, You were there. You never forsaked me, or left me. You are just so good to me.

just some things i really wanna thank God for. He spoke to me while i was alone in class today and i actually teared for awhile cause i just felt so touched. after school, hanged arnd with louis, rach and hwee en for awhile. den went home to change and bathe before meeting the rest for lunch and i went to PM and i got quite hyper. taxied down with pam and clarence to cat high for CHMA. Students weren't really tt good but guest performances rocked! will post pics another time. went to MOS to eat and den cabbed home.

now waiting for my dearest kriss to call XD

was home the whole day.
doing eLearning and packing up my room.
so tired and im still sick.

anyways, CHMA tomorrow!! with pam and clarence XD
and CG SOWing and PM! whee.

oh yays!!! my room is refurnished.
today went out to do elearning.
met up with clarence and pam and we did homework.
took neos after that.
that's about it for today.
another day of no school tomorrow!!

another shitty day for me.
was really ired the whole day cause i fell asleep in my dad's car on the way to school.
4 periods of FnN and i was trying my best to control my anger.
it was until after recess dat i just blew up at some shit headed guy who i dun wanna name.

and i was still affected by what happened last night and those 2 things out together = tears.
just needed time to cool down.
thanks linhui for offering tissues.
assembly and all today.
tired.

bye.

i just took some time to cool down.
i spoke to God.
He spoke to me.
I heard. I cried. I was touched.
and i really feel much better.
and thanks to someone for listening to my horrible rantings.

i guess that we always have this thinking that are parents are out to ruin our lives. but have we ever thought that they just wanna make sure we're safe and sound. our parents just have a reason for everything, cause they love us with all their heart and soul. our allowance, we complain it's not enough, but have we ever thought back and reflected how hard they work just for tt small amount of money.

they want us to do well in school. it's because they think about our future. they want us to have a smooth sailing life. a life with little worries about not being able to find a job. they want us to have a good future.

some complain that they dun spend enough time with us because they dun love us. but that is so rubbish, they are out there working their butts off so that we can have a good living. they love us.

i was wrong to say that my mom is trying to ruin my life. she asked me to be home by 3pm tomorrow. i thought it's because she was trying to deprive me of my social life and devote my life all to studies, but it's simply because i'm sick and tt's why she wants me home early.

she called my teacher not because she wanted to invade into my life, but it's because she's concerned for me. and i can't believe i've never thought of that.

she wanted to know the people i hang out with and their phone numbers not so that she can be a busybody and try to find out where i am, what i'm doing all the time. she wants it so that to make sure im not mixing with the wrong crowd and also so that if for some reason she can't reach me, she knows who she can call.

my mom loves me so much, but i never realised all this. and i've hurt my mom in so many ways. sometimes i hurt her without even knowing.

it's just like us and God. God loves us so much that he sacrificed his one and only son to die on the cross for us and sometimes we hurt him without even knowing. and yet, He will always still forgive us. why? because He loves us.

i know our parents can't be compared to God, because nobody is perfect except God. but, they try their best and they sacrifice so much for us.

bottom line is: i just wanna say sorry to my mom. for hurting her and making worry about me when she has enough to worry about. i'm just sorry.

the bible says in Epehsians 6 " 1Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. 2"Honor your father and mother"—which is the first commandment with a promise— 3"that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth."

yesterday was quite a cool day.

Praise and Worship was very coincidental. hahas.
few days ago, me and rach were saying that very long didn't have the song BETTER THAN LIFE for praise and yesterday we sang that song! along with OPEN THE EYES OF MY HEART and EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT.
all the old songs.

then worship we sang THROUGH IT ALL and FROM THE INSIDE OUT.
the thing is, on friday night, at the soccer court, i dunno who strted singing the song THROUGH IT ALL and a few of us just sang along. and at the RC before that, desmond and joseph(SA) were singing the song FROM THE INSIDE OUT (and i was complaining that it was very noisy. hahas.)

cool eh.
yay!!!

ok, today. was supposed to go out studying with deng but i was having fever the whole day since last night and im still having fever. sianned.

me and bryan were talking abt food and im hungry now. hahas.

ZION people rock la!!!
but me, lays and jon are all sick

get well soon lay and jon!!!
and all the best for your remaining preps.

im feeling super sick now.
fever, headache, cough, sorethroat, and my nose is running non stop.

went school in the morning.
did BAG DUTY! hahas.
cabbed down for service and i was dizzy and tired.
lunch and then meeting.
after meeting slacked awhile den went for dinner with jon, pete, rach, deng, guo zhang and zhicai. yea.

home now.
waiting for an idiot to call me. hahas

my patience is running low.
i've sinned so much.
God, forgive me.

day was really tiring.
chinese was boring.
chem was fun!
while waiting outside for the teacher, rachel was standing next to me.
den suddenly and turned arnd and turned back i cudden find her.
then i was like: WHERE'S RACHEL?!?!?!?!
then i looked down and she was squatting on the floor. hahas

after school rushed home den rushed back to school.
slacked in the SLs room.
then reported.

boring la.
take attendance for teachers only.
sian ah!
then slacked again and me and weiqi discussed about some stuff.
yepps.

and those teachers.
made huihui and peishan cry.
my gosh.
super irritated by them.

oh wells.
left for Pm and then dinner and then soccer and basketball and im home.
busy day for me tomorrow XD

such a shitty day today.
woke up coughing and my voice was super horrible. throat hurt like siao.
quarrelled with my mom early in the morning and i started to cry.
thank God i managed to calm myself down before i reached school.
so, that was the beginning of my bad day.

met louisa at the foyer and started crapping and stuffs.
no flag raising as it was going to rain.
chem and SS were ok.
thank God mrs Ng who is so patient.
yet, those people take advantage of her.
come on, have some respect for the teachers.
and you guys complain that teachers dun respect us.
please la, grow up la.

2 periods Emaths.
then PE.
PE cancelled so stayed in class and due to my headache, i TRIED to sleep.
but some IRRITATING and IMMATURE people kept hitting my table on purpose and making some irritating noises on purpose and i got really fed up. but then i remembered, Galatians 5:22-23. yea.

but i just wish that they will grow up la.
recess.
english was a slack period.
did journal and read newsweek.
then CHINESE and VE.
2 very slack lessons.

lunched with louisa, louis and humphrey. hahas.
then we had to disappear from school quickly cause of SOME reason.
Louis was so funny la. hahas.
met up with NEA2 core team den did some evaluation in macs.
did homework at macs b4 leavin for tuition.

i'm home now and feeling so shitty.
rahhs.

im having a sore throat.
and a slight cough.
i cant be sick!! not now!! ahhs.

anyways, im quite happy cause ive been seeing my primary school friends arnd AMK central.
yesterday i saw en hao, then today i saw koon liang, last week i saw han ling and others.
and i miss ANGIE CHEN JIE YIN!! ahhhs.

hmms... im sleepy.

GERMANY LOST!!!! ITALY played so violently la. rahhs.

very tired again today.
was having mood swings and got irritated at my chinese teacher.
at first i refused to do my chinese compo, but then must be SALT and LIGHT.
AMATHS was boring and some people kept blocking my view.
and geography, i apologize to miss lim cause i slept through her lesson. SORRY!
but i was really having a bad headache and was very sleepy.

SOCIAL STUDIES was just taking down notes and learnt abit abt CATHOLICS and PROTESTANTS. jon, ben and vic were bullying yee fung. treating him like a dog.

EMATHS was boring too, den physics, teacher didn't come. mr lee took over and just slacked in class la.

went to meet kar for lunch and now im home.
going to take a nap.

FRANCE HAS TO WIN WORLD CUP!!!!
an ICE MILO is at stake.
stupid jared! rahhs. hahahas.

LOVE PEOPLE LOVE PEOPLE LOVE PEOPLE LOVE PEOPLE!
PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE!
SELF-CONTROL SELF-CONTROL SELF-CONTROL!!!

ahhhs!!! yes! amen.

and bryan: my lips are sealed. hees.

school was just plain tiring today.
was very sleepy.
thank God for blessing me with 2 free periods.
slept through.

amaths lesson was also boring.
after school went to outreach with louis and rachel.
then rachel left so me and louis went to mingle with some people in the canteen.

went to meet karchian at amk mrt then went to amk macs to eat ice cream.
deng came, then seepeng, then yining and friends.
share christ to yining's friends and shared my conversion story.
they didn't accept but i'm glad that i've planted a seed in their hearts.

ruiyong and weilun came then i ate and got pissed off by some low-life bengs/posers/gangster wannabees. so irritating!! rahhs!!! nvr mind, one day they will come to know the great Lord.

home now and im sleepy. gonna sleep for an hour i guess.

MOMMY'S BACK!!! hahas.
wiith new things for me XD
i love my mommy!! hahas.

woke up at 1.
had breakfast/lunch.
then went to meet keith and louis to go bugis.
so YIWEN XD

then the 3 of us bussed to marina square and walked arnd.
did stupid things.
laughed.
and keith FINALLY bought his pants! hahas.
enjoyed today.

BRAZIL LOST LA!!!
rahhhhs!

went jamming today.
we did quite well except i screwed up ALL OF MY DAYS!!! im so sorry!!!

yushan rocked la!! she played very well.
went to BISHAN to eat and study den clarence and krisstle and tiifany came along. and then keithy!!

spent alot of time talking to keith abt alot of stuff.
hahas! yea!! enjoy talking to him XD

so i went to drink ICE MILO then my dad came to pick me up. yea.

GERMANY WILL WIN WORLD CUP!

i feel so lost and helpless right now.
but i'm praying.

I have faith.
faith that something great is gg to happen.
God, i ask for that crumb.

God, i know your gonna do something great.

yushan; thanks for being able to sense things. it makes things so musch easier for me. i love you alot.

rachel; thanks for talking to me today. i really really appreciate it alot.

super sleepy and having flu today.
went to meet clarence to take bus to nexus.
louis came on the bus.

walked with him to nexus and started joking arnd with the people there.
loved service today.
lunch and the usual.

meeting at RC.
about SOWing.
left to J8 to eat den went to meet my sis.
home now.
going to study tomorrow.

clarence and krisstle; thanks for listening about the THING.
keith; faster come online la!! hahas.

WE PROTEST WE PROTEST!!! hahas.
omg omg omg!!!
im quite pek-cheked!!

we wanted to protest, but we figured it wudden work cause we're so slacky. oh wells. but i do know ALOT of people feel the same way as we do. anyways...

went to school. chatted with muthu and then yining and then LOU!! hahas. she rocks la!! we were complaining la. abt the above thing. then walked past LOUIS aka LOONEY hahas. he had to hold the gay flag. well, he told me he's having mood swings today. poor him.

LEADERSHIP HANDOVER!!! i'm super proud of zhanglin, jasmine ang, zeus, liyan, sean, angelina, ruby, mirliana, rainer. all fo them fellow sec 2 class mates (mrs foo and mrs lim must be proud of us) and fellow student leaders. my batch of people i came in with i got to know. so proud of them!! hahas.

but like louisa, i'm so against the MERGER!! rahhs.
ok, lessons were boring. chem was fun! we were joking arnd with the teachers!

after school, me and rachel cabbed down to my house so i could change and den went for lunch at pizza hut. bussed to RC and we slept there until others came. played guitar after PM. thanks marcus and des for teaching me. and yushan!!! YOU'VE IMPROVED!!! JIAYOU!!!

went to play soccer for a short while and it was fun while it lasted. had dinner and den off to the lan shop where i fell asleep. i was tired and having a headache. thanks clarence for praying for me!!!!

and den louisa smsed me and den i called her and it was so fun thinking of the crazy things we thought of. hahas.

cabbed home and i'm home.
yay! service tomorrow!!