dun really feel like doing a 2006 flashback now..
but i really really wanna affirm alot of ppl who have made this year great!!!

shepherd: my meinu!!! thanks for everything. i know tt it has been a tough year for you, but yea, God i s with us through everything! although you have not shepherded me for a cao long time, but i have still learnt alot from you this past year. thanks for never giving up on me and for all ur encouragements tt touched me to tears. really! i love you alot! and i'm looking forward to a really great 2007 with you! let's reallly study hard for our upcoming Os ok? let's do it for Him!!

heidi: my mutton, my elmo, my bundle of joy, my sheep! i love you alot and i have seen you grow alot. I really thank you for being such an faithful, accountable and teachable sheep! (a FAT sheep!! hahas) God is gonna use you greatly in PHS!! be a shepherd soon and take care of God's flock!! Yepps!!! I feel so blessed to be your shepherd!!

kar: my SB!! athough we have only been SBs for a short period of time, i'm really glad that you're mine! thanks for always encouraging me, and your SMSes tt encourage me touch me to tears too! jiayou for St Nicks!! God is gg to use you greatly! thanks for always being there for me and we're gonna grow grow grow together!! yea!!! love you!

deng: MOMO!! thanks for all your encouragement!! really enjoy working with you in NEA2! it's a joy to be in the same team with you and also serving with you in the band! thanks for always letting me pour out my rah-ness to you and i know that i can always count on you to be there for me!! yepps! next year O levels ler! let's glorify God in our studied! we're gna do it together!! thanks for everything brother!!

keith: xiaohua!! you are definitely my God sent! thanks for always talking to me when i'm down and thanks for always being there when i needed someone to talk to! you're really a great friend to me and you have been a big blessing to me. really encouraged by your life and your convicition for mayflower! mayflower's gna grow yea!! jiayou keithie!! thanks for being a great friend and thanks for trusting me so much! thanks for everything brother!!

yining: you're another blessing to me. Have seen how you have grown and you have definitely grown alot. encouraged by your life and your heart to win the schools for God. we're gna do it together amen? Deyi will be won soon and very soon!! jiayou jiayou!!

jocelyn: though y9ou are not my sheep, i care for you alot, abt both your physical and spiritual life. you have grown alot and wad im most encouraged by, is tt you depended on God for your own growth. God's gonna use you greatly in PHS!! be a shepherd and take care of God's flock soon! jiayou!!!

NEband: desmond, andre, marcus, yushan, jon and pete.
desmond: hey brother! thanks for your endless encouragement tt has spurred me on in using my talents for God. you are someone who i can count on to encourage me when i'm down! let's jiayou for next year yea??

andre: small, irritating dude. But since tt night at istana park, i saw a side of you i've never seen before. Dun look down on yourself and never say tt ur lousy, cause in God's eyes, you are the best! really glad to be serving with you in the band although it has only been for a short period of time! continue improving ur drumming skills!! and let's see NESA soon ok? jiayou!

marcus: hahas. you just rock lahs. you never fail to lighten the atmosphere whenever we're just hanging out or jamming! thanks God for you brother! encouraged by how much you love your people! like i said to andre: jiayou for your NESA soon!! it will come to pass!!! jiayou!!

yushan: hey hey crazy one! really enjoy being crazy with you but most of all, thanks for teaching me so many things and for speaking into my life! there's so much more i want to learn from you! thanks for being such a caring sister. i really love you alot! thanks for everything!

pete and jon: enjoy serving with you guys in both zion and the band! u guys a re a great encourgemnet to me!! yay! pete, let's jiayou for the big fat Os next year ok??!!

*will continue later, im hungry now!

w00t!!! (hahaha. keith's slang is addictive.
bee di bee di do it like that!! (maybe i should just dedicate this post to keith!)
hahahahas... im quite high now lahs!

had a nice, calm day today.
started out by gg to singtel hello! shop at somerset by myself to uprade my plan and sim card. but apparently i have to be 18 to do so.
after that walked to centrepoint to get some stuff den headed to nexus. told deng my STORY!!! hahahahas. crapped around awhile and james was kukufied today! he suddenly came up to me, made some funny faces and noises and snatched my phone away! hahas.. so kuku lahs. lols.

PM was great. and den praise was damn high and me, janice and kar were all like, dunno where to stuff our ties. hahas. was very ministered today. very refreshed and ever ready for the new year. was really touched by the Joan's testimony today. I can really really relate with her and i do agree tt even when the whole world abandons us, God is always there for us. Loved the sermon by shirley too!! whee.

Had Zion@Istana after tt!! cao fun!! and wrote our blessings of the year!!!! i shall prob blog more tonight.

yay! party at my hse tomorrow. (hope i wun be disappointed)

anyways.. today was Janice's last service with northeast!!! i'm so sad laas.
but Janice, it was great working with you for camp and street evax!! i'm sure i'll see you doing great things in NJC!! jiayou!!

yay!! gt to see everybody today!!
met up with kar in the afternoon den after PM, went to vivo with keith.
had a really enjoyable and fruitful night!!!
thanks alot for the great night xiao hua!!!
looking forward to more times!!

the princess is back!!! HEES.
i recall my bro and 2 elder guy cousins always calling me princess cause when we were growing up, i was the youngest and the only girl so they spoilt me and called me princess.

im really missing KL, not genting, but KL.
came down from genting today and went to uncle vincent's house.
and and and..
i was so happy to see...
christine, alex and jonathan there!!!
christine got back her results already therefore she's back in KL.
8 As ok!! everything A.

they bought me a going away gift.
jonathan and alex bought me a bag.
christine bought me a cross necklace.
ahhhs.. i miss them so so much.
can't wait to go back there next year!!!
wheee..

bored to tears la...
can cry laas..

im in a lan shop at genting.
then zijie just told me because of taiwan earthquake then it's like the whole of asia the internet is like damn slow.. rahhness..

i miss everyone like sooo much lahhs..
anyways... i saw desmond at immigration on monday morning....
was quite surprised lahs. i dun even know if he is still here lahs..
GOD AHSS!!!!

MOMO!!!!

Anyways.. had fun down in KL.
with christine, michelle(lim), joanne, alex and johnny boy!!
ahhhs.. johnny boy is so cute lahs!!!
and alex!! hahas. he's damn nice!!!

last night was uncle vincent's and auntie doris's 25th anniversary.
had some private room and private karaoke!!!
was singing away with christine, michelle and alex!! we rocked ok!!
i was sad when christine and alex and johnny boy had to go back home!!!
especially johnny boy!!! he's only 12 but he rocked lahs!!!!

aiya!! cant wait to come back next year!! i want to karaoke with christine, michelle and alex again!!!!!! wheeee....

hmms.. will they fall into the same trap as me?
hopefully not.

i shall pray for them.
shall go talk to my shepherd abt it XD

not gna go in to details abt today.
just one think.

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!
thanks for answering my prayers.
i cried throughout the night thinking abt what f it really happened,
i wanted to cry a few times today (or yesterday) when i thought abt it.
But God, you answered my prayers!
thank You so much.
i wanted to just cry when i heard tt it was nthing.

*thanks zijie for the turtles!!!
*thanks janice for the candy cane!!!
*thanks evona, pam, sunny and faith for the sweets and chocolates!!!
*thanks sharon, gwen and emily for the sticker and the gummies!!! (so cute lahs)
*thanks tiffany, deng, rachel, yining, gideon, jason and weijun for the cards!!!

maybe i'll elaborate tomorrow. i shall go msg my dearest SB now and tell her the whole story!!!

MOMO scolded me for having ice cream for breakfast!!! wahahahas.
stupid MOMO! lols.

hmmms...
met up with kar this morning at AMK den we trained down to Novena and went to VELOCITY!!! actually, there's not much there lahs. had ice cream for breakfast den we trained to j8 to shop somemore before meeting the rest. I got 2 converts with rachel and gladys and another 2 with Kar XDD yay!! altogether we got 16 converts!! yay!!

Treated ourselves to cafe cartel and i took a long bus ride home!
saw pete when waiting for 265. I'm his Godsent for today!!
wheee...

I had a really great retreat with God today!!
It's been a long time since i spent a distraction-free time with Him XD
thanks shepherd for letting me take the day off.
it really helped.
and now, for the next 2 days.. im really gg to CHIONG!!!

wussen really looking forward to the SL BBQ today, but in the end, it was super fun lahs. The new juniors are really cool people and we had some really retarded forfeits. the food was good and the company was even better. It felt different from hanging out with church peeps. Like I had to be careful with the words i used, like no Christian jargon and I followed the HOP. lols.
But it was a great time of fun, got videos of sean and mir dancing, sean and eric doing some *ahem* dance and jasmine doing some funky chicken dance! LOLS! made friends with the ppl at the BBQ pit next to us.

walked to the bus stop alone. as in, i had to walk out of east coast and through the underpass, all alone. I was very very scared tt something would happen to me.But i was reminded that God would definitely protect me. I actually wanted to call someone to accompany me through my scary walk, but my phone batt was like dying. Then the song "still" started playing on my IPOD! yay! hahas.

well, tomorrow outreach! My heart is ready and after a good night's rest, my body will be ready.
my contact amanda is like so cute lahs.

heeees.

*thanks zijie :)

i think..
i really can't do it.
heart and mind, both not willing.
actually i know why..
but it's so hard to solve.
i KNOW i need to do something about it,
but yet, for some reason, i find it so hard to.

I really need a day off.
maybe tomorrow before SL bbq.
Gotta get myself back on track.

crap, i really feel like crying now.
like aquila's msn nick says: all tears lost in rain.

i'm not gna give up!! yes.. i won't.

thanks keith and james for the verses.
and faith and kar for the really great encouragements!!

yes!! lighting up tt fire again XD

had a great time at the bbq last night.
really a great time of fellowship!! lots of laughs.

today, well, let's say i had better days.
feel like such a failure now.
GOD!!!

i can't even share the bridge diagram in chinese.

WE HAVE A PHS CONVERT!!! WHEE!!!
anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEIDI AND GUOZHANG!!!
had a superb time during lunch.
got high and crazy and blah blah blah.

meeting was great too. so encouraged by grads grp's convictions! GO GO GO!!
spent the night with faith. den andre and desmond.
im so happy today lahs.
really excited for the coming week.
yay!! go go go!!!

GOD AHHHS!!!!
okaes, i was super discouraged like 10 minutes ago cause i really had no confirmed visitors. I really wanted to cry okay!! like seriously. I didn't want history to repeat itself.

but really thanks James Kang for pia-ing with me from 8pm until now and he has encouraged me!!! yay!! thank God for james kang!! and desmond too!!

if no confirmed visitors.. i will street invite tomorrow. dun care if i have to do it by myself!!

AHHHHHHHHHs.

went to street evax today!!
and and and...
ZION got 9 converts today.
3 yesterday.
and 6 mayflower today!!!

although im not in charge of mayflower but they have been stagnant for WAY too long. deng and keith, your nea4 coming already! jiayou bahs!!! i have faith in you guys!!

so at first, zion really cudden find anyone. but towards the end, fruits came in!!! yes!! 12 converts!!

ok.. abt the end of the day. i was so discouraged i almost cried cause i really didn't have anyone to share to already. it was like.. so.. RAHHS!!!! but deng and kar encouraged me lahs!! so i believe in God for visitors!! yea!!

anyways, i got 2 blisters on the back of my feet tt really hurt alot, but tt did no stop me from evax-ing. although one of them started bleeding and while i bathed, it hurt alot.. but it cannot compare to the pain jesus went through to die for us!

yes!!!

1000 youths for jesus!!! here we come!!!

back for camp!
despite it being so short, i really enjoyed this camp.
and learnt lots from David Chen's testimonies.

And now i'm so full of conviction.
Is breaking 200 that hard? How about 1000?
It's not hard at all.
One person bring one friend.
Uniform and race dussen matter, it's the soul tht matters.

Let nothing stop us from sharing Christ. And let's go all the way out. Let's not only have converts on saturday but also have it during the weekends.
LET'S START NOW!!!! there's no more time left. People are waiting to be saved!!

Anyways... about the camp:
Really got to see the other side of my CG gals. The super crazy side. Let's not talk about it but we got really hyper at night. Slept in the same room as my shepherd and had some really short yet great talks. God spoke to me in many areas. Got to challenge my sheep. Caught up abit with bryan wan. Got to spend time with keith and deng as i tortured them by making them waiting for me while i painfully and slowly walked back to the room. Spent the last night with kar and we did some really spastic things. Managed to get 2 hrs of sleep. Was a great blessing to be able to host the international delegates. And NORTHEAST won the Yhope olympics XDD

Pics i'll upload another time.

childlike faith.
that's what i asked God for today.

we sang really old songs for PandW today, the songs i sang when i was just a new believer, when my faith was much stronger then it was now. i want that back. i want back that childlike faith. Faith to do the impossible. Faith to keep me strong in this walk with God. Faith to know that I can do things. That's what i want. and i teared.

So after the really great ministering service, we headed to meridien for lunch. everything was going great until i started getting realy angry at myself and others. took some time alone to calm down.

anyways.. KAR is back!! happy happy!!
yea.. went to istana park to fellowship with shan, deng, des and job. den joseph lin, xy and andre came.

thanks deng and kar for listening to my rahness.
and yushan: i love you!!!

camp camp camp.
chiong chiong chiong.
confirmation confirmation confirmation.
christmas christmas christmas!!!

AHHHSSS!!!

my brain is very 'luan' now!!!

was late for CLC2 AGAIN!!! ahhhs.. stupid. waited 20 minutes for a cab. but started my day fruitfully by eating a BANANA!!! (ok, lame)

i was not the only one late la. Yong En was late with me. hahs.
another great class today and had much group discussion.
met new people like WANTING!!! hahas.

Went for cheer discussion. alvin and sunny were lame lahs.
had dinner with janice, yushan, jocelyn and yining.
janice left den the rest of us went to buy stuff for camp.

Walked around, did crazy stuff and den left for home!!
ahhs.. gotta start packing for camps!!!!

ahhs, ahhs, ahhs!!!

anyways.. so funny lahs.
yushan's bring a nike bag and adidas shoe bag for camp.
i'm bringing an adidas back and nike shoe bag for camp!! hahas.
oh!! and i'm bringing BOB too!! lols.
i'm high!! ahhs!!!

Day started off bad.
I was supposedly late for CLC2 but it started late.
I LOVE THE CLASS MAN!!! hahaas... the teachers did a great job and a really learned alot.

Lunched with my CG peeps den back for class.
after class headed to hereen to look or a new wallet cause mine broke today =(
den met up with keith and deng and pulled them around somerset/orchard to look for stuff.
took a bus home, fell asleep and missed my stop. ended up in hougang.

Guess God wanted me to end off the day by showing me how blessed i was.
I took a cab and the driver started a conversation with me.
and he told me how one of the drivers from his company died in a taxi last night while just taking a short break. and he was only 58. he probably has not heard the good news yet.
den the driver asked me where i went and stuff and i somehow linked the conversation about how God has been good to me.

The driver was telling me how bad his life was. and he was saying within 3 hrs, he made less then $30. I didn't have any small change so i went to the provision shop to change money.

This is when God made me practice my gift of mercy, and use the fruit of the spirit- patience and self control. The lady boss was plain mean. MEAN!! i was so pissed off. so just wen to the fruit store to change money.

When i went to give the taxi fee to the driver, i decided to exercise my gift of giving and asked him to keep the change, which was only $4.

i hope, in someway or another, i planted a seed in his heart.
WE NEED TO SEE PEOPLE BEING SAVED!!!!

WHEE!!
today was great lahs!!
i loved CG. it was a succesful CG!!

anyways.. after cg, headed to VIVO with rachel's core team. it's been such a long time since we hung out together. had a very nice chicekn rice dinner. everything was nice except the chicken. sunny and gary then came den went to the optical shop so keith and sunny could get their free contact lens!!!

anyways, bought a bag for camp!! and den we headed to the rooftop to slack and chat and stuff. took bus back with keith and jared and i'm home!! whhe...

meeting heidi tomorrow before CLC!!!

eeee.. deng told me i shouldn't go for this morning's outreach cause im sick =( boo...
but, because i didn't go, i managed to get 10 hrs of sleep and now my fever is gone!!

i'm hungry and boredd now. sians.. but, i'm leaving my hse fo CG soon!!! wheee.

mommy and daddy blessed me with 300 dollars to buy new things for school and a bag for camp!!! whee i shall use only half the money though. wheeee.....

ok.. bye bye!

i guess i have a weak immune system.
or maybe it's just tt i didn't get enough rest.

i've been sleeping less den 48 hrs last week and only about 8 to 10 hours in the last 2 days.
therefore, im having a flu and cough and fever!! but but but.. God is my healer!!!

woke up at 8, went down to the bicycle shop to heal BOB!!! (or as joseph lin and james say: Slazanger gamma) whee. den had tuition. honestly, i have not studied for one month plus, tt means i may have to bring my books to camp.

cabbed down to RC and had morning D. God really spoke to alot of ppl today, including me. I wanted to share, but I am a person of little faith =( really want to build my faith and break down that wall of jericho!!

cancelled my captain's ball practice and slacked around RC awhile b4 leaving with james and jon to go woodlands. Those two are crazy. Went to causeway, walked around awhile, den they left.
met the rest of the games ppl at the MRT station den left for Singapore Sports School.

First, we too bus 900, but we had to tak it back to the interchange because it was raining. den we took 901 but we got stuck at the bus stop cause it was raining verry hard. I suggested we lift the whole bus stop and use it to shelter us. wahahas.

so i ran with pete, yushan and zhicai. there was thunder and lightning.

zhicai: we are in an open space lehs. and i'm the tallest!!! ( meaning, he will be the first to get struck by lightning)
pete: being short has its advantages too!!

wahahas.

was totally drenched. and was verrry cold. SSS is such a nice place. played with yuqian, andria and desmond at the indoor running track awhile. i hit the ball sideways and it got stuck somewhere. had SUNNY to climb over the railing and get it for us. hahas.

so left with NE and on the bus was thinking of district cheers. so cool ok!! im so excited. went to eat with des, pete, donavan and zhicai, took bus back with des and zhicai and fell asleep. super sleepy now, shall get at least 8 hrs of sleep tonight. yay!!! shall go do ministry stuffs now.

if only there were 30 hours in a day.
once again, i got no time to go and run errands this week.
rahhs..

so day started off with me being reluctant to get out of bed.
i would blame CSI: Supreme Sunday for that.

*damn irritated now*

went to bed at 4am. woke up at 830. went to meet deng. and he owes me ten minutes of his life. met lays on the train and reahced somerset. went to buy some foodden headed for bible crash course. today's session was fun and interesting. thanks to joseph and josepg.

after crash course, headed to PS with james, jared, jon,, joseph, joseph and alvin. hahas. to check out some stuff. and they were abusing BOB!!!! =(
bought some stuff den went to istana to watch the cheerleaders.

talked to rachel for awhile. and den headed to PS macs with her, pam and lays. and we sat there crapping and laughing at rachel's jokes!! (YES!!! rachel's jokes)

decided to take NE line with rach and we talked quite alot. enjoyed that short time we had together.

i will really sleep early tonight. tuition, morning d, captain's ball and SSS tomorrow.

just got back from dinner with my family.
nice place, great service.
the place was at paradiz centre!!

and there's this one guitar shop/jamming studio.
the studio is damn nice. shall intro to desmond.

talking about desmond,
i really feel like killing him.
bcause of 2 things!!
rahhs.. but nvm, i shall be forgiving!! hahas.

the cheerleading girls came my house today.
it's really cool and stuff and i'm doing the track for them!!! wheeee.
so we watched a few portions of bring it on: all or nothing and they practiced. quite cool!!

anyways.. tuesday, my day is totally packed. tuition and mornign D in the morning, camp practice from 12 to 2, and from 4.30 onwards i gta be at SSS.

oh wells, God will strengthen me!!
BUSY WEEK AHEAD!!!
shall (try) to sleep early tonight.

oh ya!! seepeng didn't come today.
and i didn't know what to do after service.
den ppl were like, oh no, seepeng not here, wad's michelle gg to do?? hahas.

but thank God keith came! hahas.

went to watch deck the halls at 930 pm with keith and gladys.

watching the movie definitely got me missing my family in america. and the snow. and the christmas joy. joy=presents, family gatherings, food, video games, (wrestling) wahahas. but that was before i moved here.

but now, ever since i converted, i found a whole new meaing of christmas joy.

JOY = outreaching, seeing salvation, carolling, and writing christmas cards.

i do miss my family back there, but i guess it was God's plan for me to move here, and He even blessed me with another family! the family of God. just spending time walking aimlessly in Cathay with keith and gladys today, it was just so great. We shared our lives, and, i felt so blessed. Blessed to have people like them in my life.

I love NEA2 core team alot!!!!

oh.. and the cg too!!

God is going to do something great in this group soon. i can just feel it.

quotes faith: i'm totally zonked out.
but not as zonked out as the NE dancers.
just wanna thank God for them and their hrd work. and Janice too!!!

so went to see the doctor this morning for my asthma and sinuses.
everything cost $200 lahs. hahas. went to meet kar and den headed to RC. I think because today was very slack dat's why im quite tired. anyways.. i finally got to see RACHEL today. after like 3 years...!! hahas. (joking lahs, actually only 2 weeks but it felt like 3 years)

PM was great!! wheee. stayed back and den left with kar and fauth. fell asleep on the bus home and almst fell while rushing to get off the bus.

yay!!! sha;; go eat, bathe and prepare my shepherding!!
ahhs!! so happy that MY joyce is back!!