405 is ♥

I'm really really really really proud of my class 405 cause almost all of us passed our O levels! Except Jonathan, but Jon, I support you all the way! Study Hard!

yea, i know some of u are quite disappointed as your grades did not meet ur expectations but you know what, we showed everyone what we were capable of and we made mr lee, mrs ang, ms rashidah, mr soon, mr ang, mrs teo, miss hoon, freddy goh and all the rest of our teachers proud.

405! i LOVE LOVE LOVE you guys to the core and I will miss all of you so so much!

GOD'S JUST SIMPLE AWESOME!

Emily lost her phone.
People prayed.
Some dude called Sharon with Emily's phone.
Sharon LIKE TOTALLY FREAKED OUT!
Emily found her phone.
the end! hahas.

PRAYER WORKS YOU KNOW!
and as said in MATTHEW 18:20,
For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them.

Back to work today.
KInda bored. I don't really like telemarketing. But the pay is great.

Submitted my JAE application on saturday night.
I kinda really wanna get into Chemical And Pharmaceutical Engineering now. So I can further my studies. I realised that if I take a Media And Communication Course, I can't really further my studies i guess.

I'm gonna take my SATs in May. Did some questions just now, Kinda tough.
So now i gta study like realllll hard. The English is killer and I'm only gna work part-time now. To concentrate on my SATs and also to have more time for ministry. Yup.

OH! my mom met deng and his mom on the train at woodlands. AWESOME!

Wish me all the best!
GTG!

I AM MICHELLE BLISS

What Michelle Bliss Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I'm proud to be an american

1. I'm American.
2. I'm American cause I hold American citizenship.
3. And that's basically because I was BORN in America. It's just the same as being Singaporean because you were BORN in SINGAPORE!
4. Being American doesn't mean I have to have BLONDE HAIR and BLUE EYES!
5. It also doesn't mean my parents have to be AMERICAN with BLONDE HAIR and BLUE EYES!
   
6. My parents are CHINESE.
7. I'm an ABC. AMERICAN BORN CHINESE!
8. I'm American.
   

Definitely By Your Grace

I GOT 18 POINTS FOR MY L1R4! and 24 for my L1R5!
It's better then i expected.

REALLY REALLY THANK GOD!

time to choose my next step in life!

TRUST

i seriously do not know what to expect for tomorrow.
butterflies in my stomach and I'm feeling really anxious.
i can't believe it, the day actually CAME! hahas.

but whatever it is, i put my full trust in God and I will give thanks to Him no matter the outcome!

*thanks rach for a wonderful night

Psalms 23.

Psalm 23 (Contemporary English Version)
(A psalm by David.)
The Good Shepherd
You, LORD, are my shepherd.
I will never be in need.
You let me rest in fields of green grass.
You lead me to streams of peaceful water, and you refresh my life.

You are true to your name and you lead me along the right paths.
I may walk through valleys as dark as death, but I won't be afraid.
You are with me,
and your shepherd's rod makes me feel safe.

You treat me to a feast while my enemies watch.
You honor me as your guest, and you fill my cup until it overflows.
Your kindness and love will always be with me each day of my life,
And I will live forever in your house, LORD.

Shepherd of my soul
I give you full control
Wherever You may lead
I will follow

I have made the choice
To listen to Your voice
Where You may lead
I will go

Be it in a quiet pasture
Or by a gentle stream
the shepherd of my soul
Is by my side

Should I face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd of my soul
Will be my guide

I put my trust in You

"You're more than a story, more than a page in history, the air i breathe, the ground beneath my feet, You're everything to me."

-Lyrics from Everything to Me, Avalon.

It's gonna be a longer than usual post ahead.
God is just to good to me.

And I was reminded of so many things the past few days during UCG, Service, Quiet Time.

So on Saturday, i was just really sad because of some happenings at home and I actually teared during praise. I even thought of just leaving the auditorium. But then during worship, God spoke to me through the first song "I Surrender" about laying down all my problems to God and just to leave everything to Him, to surrender everything in our hearts to Him, to come before Him with a whole heart, and that's exactly what I did. I just surrendered my whole heart to Him and I just felt so calm, so at peace.

And then the fellowship after service was great with various NED people! I love love love NED! We just sat in meridien and played games and fellowshipped and den homed with NEDers and sharon enjoys digging my ear! hahas.

Sunday, during QT, I used the song "Shepherd of my Soul" after reading Psalms 23. And I was so worried over my Os results. But i put my full trust in God. Cause i know the plans He has me. So I give Him full control of my life, wherever He sends me, I will follow.

And lastly, today while at NTUC in AMK HUB with albie, there was an announcement that there was a lost child at the service counter and when i looked over, i saw that the little boy crying cause he cudden find his parents. And it reminded me, that without God in my life, i would feel just like that little boy. Lost.

As i learnt from John 1, God is not around us, but God lives in our heart. Without God, we'll feel alone. so lonely. But with God, we may be alone, but we'll never be lonely cause God is with us ALWAYS!

A thousand days cannot compare to one day in Your courts.

working

yup. i've started working. it's exhausting and im considering taking up part time.
went to find gab on wed. glad he's doing well, and met his sister.

life's good. had UCG today! it was super fun lahs!
went out with my CG after that.

results on friday.
im so glad that i have the grads girls to get through this with me.
I UBER ADORE MY CG!
and FAIRLI IS BACK!!! hahas.

oh wells,
SERVICE TOMORROW!

no happy ending

well, i learnt about something today.
and it definitely wasn't a good one.
got in a dilemma and thank darryl for advice.

so anyways... had yuqian's farewell today.
she's transferring to take care of ned1.

those poor, unfortunate souls. HAHA!
enjoyed, with fondue and everything!

so i got a job.
and thank God my boss is a christian and understands my commitments.
oh wells, gotta go! hahas.

runaway

sometimes, (like now)
living in this house is just too unbearable.

like, my mom is getting mad at me and my sister for no reason and starts screaming and shouting,

it's been really bad on me since i'm at home most of the time.
she's been really harsh and the words that come out of her mouth are enough to make me cry to sleep.

everytime i say to myself to relax and cool down, she just has to say something again.

i really wanna run away just to get out of here for a day or 2.
but then, i got no where to run to.

heirachy

it seems as if status changes everything.
it;s just so different now.
and for me, it's getting so hard to deal with it.

i mean, they are the closest friends and the 2 people i treasure most, but now, it seems so hard to just talk to them, things are so complicated. the worst thing is, i find it hard to trust them now.

it just makes me feel, so alone you know.
i mean, i know that i've got God and that gives me a sense of security, but i really need to know that there are people i can really confide in and they will treat me as a friend, someone who walks side by side with me. i dun want someone who makes it like an obligation to take care of me.

history is repeating itself.
and this hurts more than ever.

Fearfully and Wonderfully made

today didn't really start out so well.
as we were living the house, parents had one of there stupid tiffs again.
and then in the car, my mom said some stuff which really hurt me and i started crying.
i asked myself: why can't she accept me for the way I am? I know that she really loves me a lot, but some of the things she says to me are just really hurting. I thought it would spoil my mood for the whole day.

But halfway through the car journey, I plugged into my ipod and just started listening to praise and worship songs to calm myself down. And i realised, this is one of the advantages of having God in your life. When things like these happen, the PandW songs can really calm you down cause you know that day have meaning and the element of God in it that will definitely cheer you up. I think that if i were not with God today, I would have probably listened to a song that would not help at all. Cause most of the seccular songs of today are about emo-ness and depression and negativity.

Today's sermon was just a great way to start of the year. To start the year with God is the best and plan according to God's plan because God's plan is the best for us.

And today, while worshipping God, I was still bearing a grudge against my mom cause of what she said. But i was reminded that no one, except God Himself is perfect. Man will definitely fail us, but God will stick close to us. Just having God in my life is enough for me to live.

I guess that we cannot expect too much from Man cause we are imperfect. One person's strength can be another's weakness but we just have to know that we are made in God's image. Fearfully and wonderfully made.

And Lord I lift Your name up higher,
Higher than all things upon the Earth.
And Lord i lift Your name up higher,
Higher than all else.

i miss school :(

i miss school and everything about it!!! =(
i miss 405!
i miss my chinese class!!! (those few people)
i miss the girls!
i miss the student leaders!
AHHHHS!!!!!

okaes, but well, hopefully i can have a date with them soon!
2008 is here!
and 2007 has definitely been a WOW year for me.
it was just, different.
and it flew by so fast!

well, it's time for new beginnings, new perspectives and to start anew!
with God, all things are possible XD